Questions I wish someone on earth had the answers to

[morrigirl]

Am I evil?

What's wrong with me?

Why am I like this?

Why can't I be normal?

Am I ugly?



I wish I could just be a regular 24 year old enjoying the things that 24 year olds enjoy.

Comments

*sad*

[(Anonymous)]

Dear, dear woman! *hugs* Dpsycho said it best. I want you to know though that I am here for you...you may not believe it, but I am going through something similar, only, by some odd strange crazy chance, my medication works :)

I had been in hiding almost since June and this past weekend at homecoming I really learned the value of a hug. I couldn't get the grin off my face. I'm so sad that I didn't see you...you would have fifty hugs from me, or more if you wanted.

In short, and I know this is easier said than done...you MUST go out and be with people. Being with people is necessary, and, as the cliche goes, "does a body good". And I know that evil depression is giving you the idea that people don't like being around you. I liked hanging out with you at Knox, a lot! You would always listened to me babble. :)

And didn't I give you something special anyway? Where are those bits of newspaper? Do you know how many people I have trusted with my lyrics? Two...only two.

You see...even though I am not there with you, I still value your friendship, very much. So, my dear friend, remember that you are loved no matter if someone tells you once a day or once a year...and go out and have some fun! I'm going out today :)

I hope this helps put things in perspective for you. I know I'm not the best comforter online, especially now that I'm blinded by unrequited love for yet another boy, AGAIN. hehe...but thats just how I am. *BIG HUG*

your devoted friend,
Snowbird