Random Thoughts about People

[morrigirl]

I'm ready for everyone in the world to drop dead. Unfortunately I'd be very lonely if that happened. But I'm just sick and tired of people. Sick of not having any friends, sick of the idiots I live with, sick of the idiots who won't give me a job, sick of knowing there's no one else out there who needs me as much as I need them.

I think kdc4evr is mad at me cause I told her something last night I don't think she wanted to hear.

Got an email from ninquark today. That actually made me kinda happy. It's nice to get random email from people you didn't think even remembered you were alive.

silent_t will be here in a little over a week. I'm obnoxiously excited about that. A PERSON!!! A person other than my Mom for me to have some one on one interaction with!!!! It's so exciting. When she's here I'll actually be able to get out of the house.

Why the hell doesn't anyone ever want to talk to me?

Comments

[kdc4evr.livejournal.com]

you may have known me for 5 yrs but you do not know Chris nor is he the type of person you can really understand without meeting him. Therefore I dont think what you had to say is right.

and dammit I do tell him shit about my life!

and our differing/conflicting schedules that keep me from seeing him or being able to talk to him as much as I like is an unfixable situation. 'cause I think if he had the chance to tell me, he would.

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

Do I know your friends? Of course not. I know you. So I was speaking as someone who knows you, who knows what you are like, what you are capable of, and what has troubled you in the past. I was speaking as someone who does not like to see you unhappy. I was telling the person i know how I thought she could correct a situation that was making her unhappy. I could give two shits about what Chris is like. You were the only person I cared about.

If you thought my advice was wrong based on the kind of person Chris is why didn't you just tell me that? Or better yet explain it to me? I'm curious why my idea of you simply talking to him wouldn't work.

And if it's the schedule that's the problem than why the hell is this bothering you so much? If you know it's not because he doesn't trust you, and you know it isn't anything you've done, and you KNOW it's the scheduling problem, why get your panties all in a bunch?

[kdc4evr.livejournal.com]

because I can

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

So basically you are knowingly and actively choosing to be upset?

[kdc4evr.livejournal.com]

um, no

I dont have much control over what my mind does when left to it's own devices
particularly when I'm on the bus or extremely tired

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

So basically you are getting upset over nothing?

[kdc4evr.livejournal.com]

whatever, it's over now anyways