A Cool Night in the City

[morrigirl]

Haven't written in a while. Well, no that's not true, it's only been three days or so. Still, to someone who is used to writing every single day it feels like an eternity. I've tried to update. But I dunno what my problem is. I'll sit down at the computer and either either nothing will come out or nothing but pure drivel will ooze out.

Part of my problem is I never think to write when I'm in the right frame of mind. I always try to update either just after I wake up or right before I go to bed, periods during which I am way tired and/or groggy and can't form coherent thoughts.

My other problem is...not much has really been going on. Over the last week I've sorta relaxed about..oh, everything. I'm not as worried about not having a job. I'm still sending out resumes but I'm not having a melt down when no one calls me in for an interview. I've lost all desire to leave the house, but I'm thinking of it as a bad thing. If I don't go out I can't spend money I don't have which I ALWAYS do when I'm out and about. I dunno, i've just been sitting at home watching TV, playing Sims, serfing the internet, and playing with my dolls. Not a bad existence, but not a terribly interesting one either.

Been feeling pretty numb. Can't even muster up enough passion to be concern about my lack of feeling. And since i'm not feeling anything, I'm not feeling bad. Which is fine by me. Would rather feel level than be all stressed over nothing.

That's all for now. Ta ta.

Comments

[altrocks.livejournal.com]

I lived like that for almost 2 years....

At the time it didn't bother me, but in retrospect.... damn... it seems like I quit life for a while...

You're beautiful... and interesting when you want to be... do what you will, but I know you can do whatever you want if you really pu your mind to it.

Also, what kind fo job are you going for ?

Just curious really... *hugs*

ttyl...

rest up..

[silent-t.livejournal.com]

Yes mam, you should rest up, because....when I get there Ill be sure to give you much exercise, mwahahaha. I wanted to say something else but I forgot. Hmmm...oh yeah today I worked at Uncle Billy's, it was nice, everyone there is really nice and fun. So, I enjoyed it. However, my weak, overweight useless body, didn't...my back hurts. NOt used to 9 hours of standing. Ouchie.

TOmorrow Im going to polyurethene Tony and Lynette's floor for 20 bucks. Not too great of a price considering, If I were stupid enough to not wear the respirator, or paint myself into a corner....doom doom doom, I could die. Gasp.

But I liek to hope Im not entirely stupid.

Soo...you keeping a low profile, It's nice to do that now and then. Classes begin on sept. 11, how's that for observance of a world tragedy's anniversary, ugh.

Kinda creepy. But Im llookin forward to getting the ball rolling and figuring out hat to do.

Well chica, rest well and smile becauae Im always thinking bout ya, and m issin ya. Mwa
Take care,
T-dog fizzle

Re: rest up..

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

Do you work at Billy's or was this just a temporary thing?