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Landspeed Song - SCN
May. 21st, 2003 04:00 amNo one has left me any feedback in a loooooooong time. Makes me feel unloved :( I'm so jealous of all the other featured writers who have over 1000 views on their journal. Guess no one checks up on me on a regular basis. *sigh* Oh well.
It's kind of ironic that I'm even complaining about such a trivial thing when I'm contemplating leaving the site. Like I've said before, I'm getting tired of having my journal out here for all the wrong people to see. And I'm getting too old for this site. 24 is a little old to be hanging around SCN if you ask me. All my friends have been begging me to go to Livejournal for the longest time, and even though I hate their set up, maybe now is the time to do it, seeing that I'm graduating in two weeks and all.
Also thinking of retiring from the religion forum. I'm getting sick of discussing the exact same issues with the exact same people and hearing the exact same arguements over and over again. I mean, all the people are great, I just wouldn't mind discussing some non-religion oriented issues with them for once. That's why I'm starting to ask people for their IM names, so I can talk to them outside of a religious context. Even so, when I told Teiwaz I was thinking of leaving he was like, "I'll cry. I mean it, I will hang my head and frickin cry." Of course I talk to him everyday outside of the forum so it's not like he'll miss me if I leave, ya know?
Tina came over tonight. She broke up with Steffi last night. And if you want my honest opinion I think they'll both be better off for it. But she was feeling a little blue so pizza and Howie bread was ordered and we sat around and watched TV for six hours. Good clean fun.
I'm finally going back to classes tomorrow and it's a damn good thing because finals are approaching fast and I have tons to do. Got a final to study for, two papers to write both of which require a fairly extensive amount of research, a take home final, not to mention tech week. And when that's all finished I finally gotta get on top of PACKING because, shit, I'm leaving Galesburg for good ths time. There's no coming back after this. Must move every last bit of my shit OUT!!!
Oh and I didn't tell you, as part of my graduation gift on my final train ride from Chicago to NYC Mike, and Mom have sprung for a private sleeping car for me!!! So no talkative seatmate, no cramped sleeping quarters, just me in a room with a bed and lots of privacy. :) I'm delighted by the idea of spending an entire day in a room by myself decompressing and just spacing out to the gentle rock of the train.
Of course with graduation comes the imminent job search. Truthfully, I'm really tired and I'm gonna be even more tired after the next two weeks are over, and I really wish could just have some chill time before I start actively looking for a job. However, I also know that jobs are scarce in NYC over the summer. Most places won't start hiring again until September. So I have to jump right into it when I get home because it'll take up to 6 months before anyone even calls me in for an interview.
Which reminds me, I need to shop for "work clothes." All the nice clothes I have don't fit me any more now that I've ballooned up to a 14. That's a far cry from my old size 5's. And you can't very well go to a job interview in jeans now can you. I'll have to call mom and ask her about that. Also have to ask her if I can buy a dress for graduation. I wasn't planning on it but, none of my old dresses or pants fit. And I know she isn't gonna wanna see me walk down that aisle in a pair of torn up jeans.
I've had "I Miss You" by Stevie Nicks in my head for days. Maybe I'll go find the lyrics and post them just for fun. That song makes me think of boys, and I've been thinking of boys a lot this week.
I have too many that haunt me.
It's kind of ironic that I'm even complaining about such a trivial thing when I'm contemplating leaving the site. Like I've said before, I'm getting tired of having my journal out here for all the wrong people to see. And I'm getting too old for this site. 24 is a little old to be hanging around SCN if you ask me. All my friends have been begging me to go to Livejournal for the longest time, and even though I hate their set up, maybe now is the time to do it, seeing that I'm graduating in two weeks and all.
Also thinking of retiring from the religion forum. I'm getting sick of discussing the exact same issues with the exact same people and hearing the exact same arguements over and over again. I mean, all the people are great, I just wouldn't mind discussing some non-religion oriented issues with them for once. That's why I'm starting to ask people for their IM names, so I can talk to them outside of a religious context. Even so, when I told Teiwaz I was thinking of leaving he was like, "I'll cry. I mean it, I will hang my head and frickin cry." Of course I talk to him everyday outside of the forum so it's not like he'll miss me if I leave, ya know?
Tina came over tonight. She broke up with Steffi last night. And if you want my honest opinion I think they'll both be better off for it. But she was feeling a little blue so pizza and Howie bread was ordered and we sat around and watched TV for six hours. Good clean fun.
I'm finally going back to classes tomorrow and it's a damn good thing because finals are approaching fast and I have tons to do. Got a final to study for, two papers to write both of which require a fairly extensive amount of research, a take home final, not to mention tech week. And when that's all finished I finally gotta get on top of PACKING because, shit, I'm leaving Galesburg for good ths time. There's no coming back after this. Must move every last bit of my shit OUT!!!
Oh and I didn't tell you, as part of my graduation gift on my final train ride from Chicago to NYC Mike, and Mom have sprung for a private sleeping car for me!!! So no talkative seatmate, no cramped sleeping quarters, just me in a room with a bed and lots of privacy. :) I'm delighted by the idea of spending an entire day in a room by myself decompressing and just spacing out to the gentle rock of the train.
Of course with graduation comes the imminent job search. Truthfully, I'm really tired and I'm gonna be even more tired after the next two weeks are over, and I really wish could just have some chill time before I start actively looking for a job. However, I also know that jobs are scarce in NYC over the summer. Most places won't start hiring again until September. So I have to jump right into it when I get home because it'll take up to 6 months before anyone even calls me in for an interview.
Which reminds me, I need to shop for "work clothes." All the nice clothes I have don't fit me any more now that I've ballooned up to a 14. That's a far cry from my old size 5's. And you can't very well go to a job interview in jeans now can you. I'll have to call mom and ask her about that. Also have to ask her if I can buy a dress for graduation. I wasn't planning on it but, none of my old dresses or pants fit. And I know she isn't gonna wanna see me walk down that aisle in a pair of torn up jeans.
I've had "I Miss You" by Stevie Nicks in my head for days. Maybe I'll go find the lyrics and post them just for fun. That song makes me think of boys, and I've been thinking of boys a lot this week.
I have too many that haunt me.
