morrigirl | The Rules

New Rule: No macking on Library Assistants named Carla!!! Ech! I feel icky!!! Not only is it all humid and wet outside but all the boys are flirting their asses off!!! One particularly old nasty looking student had the nerve to ask me "What's your sign?" I can't fucking stand it!!! I just want to tell them all to wipe those smiles off their faces and mind their own business. But, since this is a service oriented poition and I have to be nice to the patrons, I just have to smile, and giggle, and act like I'm actually flattered by all their fawning. Gag me with spoon!

And Carlos...don't even get me started on him! For whatever reason the guy is just too damn shy to talk to me!!! Like he'll say hi to me, he'll say bye to me, but he can't really say much else. I try engaging him in conversation cause, ya know, I'd like to have some sense of who he is before Saturday night, but he just can't keep a conversation going! He can only speak in the most general terms on the most mundane topics. So it boggles my mind as to why he even bothers to call me every night at work, which by the way he has been doing every night since I said I'd go out with him. He calls, asks if I know who it is, I say yes, he tells me he's thinking of me, I laugh, he tells me to have a good night and get home safe and that's it!! Rather than being cute it's more of a nuisance since he always manages to call while there's a rush on the desk.

I'm just getting pissed off. I seriously have no use for a man who is too damn dazzled to even carry on a conversation with me. If he's not gonna say anything how are we supposed to have a good time on Saturday, huh?

I'm just angry. So fucking angry. I want all these guys who don't know dick about how to interact with a girl to just leave me the fuck alone. If I could get away with it I'd wear a sign around my neck at work that says LEAVE ME THE FUCK ALONE!!! Either that or I'M GAY!!! although that might not go over to well with my Christian co-workers, especially since I already know Carol is rather homophobic.

It's been a pissy day so far. Couldn't sleep last night. From 9:30 AM on I was waking up every 15 minutes, and from 11:00 AM on I was waking up every 5 minutes. I have no idea why.

Since I finished my book last night, I went over the Barnes and Noble before work hoping to find something new to read. The entire trip was a bust save the fact that I ran into Sebastien who was also on a mission to locate decent reading material. I'm pretty sure he was successful. I, on the other hand, was not.

So I've had to sit abround here all day with nothing to read, and it's been torture. And then, to add insult to injury, NYIT's server went down so I couldn't even surf the web. I was left twiddling my thumbs. I nearly cheered when I finally got LJ to load!

I want to go home, I want to take a shower, I want to watch Angel, and I want to go to bed.