morrigirl | "Suffer me if not gladly, than in silence sometimes"

Okay, so....like....*scowles*....I got asked out on a date tonight by one of the security guards, Carlos.

I'm...still pretty speechless as you can see. I've been blindsided. I was so not expecting this, mainly because...I dunno, I've never really noticed Carlos before. I mean, he works security so I see him everyday, say hi to him when I come into the building and...yeah...that's it. I haven't thought any more or less of him than any other cute guy that I've come in contact with since starting this job.

At closing he came up to the library and gave me a note, which, I must admit was a little too junior high for my taste, basically saying that he'd liked me since the first day I came to work at the library, and wanting to know if I'd be interested in going out some time. Just so happens I've been thinking recently that I'd like to go out to dinner at someone elses expense. Also, I get asked out so rarely when someone asks I almost always say yes. So, yeah, I'm booked for this wekend but I told him we could do it sometime next week. And he walked me to the train station at 66th street afterwards, which was nice of him.

Still I'm just.....I dunno. I think I'm in shock. The thought that there is someone who has been liking me for over a month is really strange. Guys don't like me. They just....don't.