Cellophane - SCN
Jul. 9th, 2003 12:41 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlI'm so sick of being alone. Even when I'm relatively healthy, when I'm not doing anything wrong, guys still seem unable to develop any deep feelings for me.
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong places. Maybe it's time to go back to dating girls. Girls get me in ways that guys just can't. Maybe I'm cold. I don't think I am though.
Why when I do everything right do I still get the boot? Every guy points to this undefinable something. Some call it intensity, others call it instability, others call it chemistry, but whatever it is, it pushes men away.
I doubt anyone on this earth will ever find me worth the trouble. I don't know why, I just know no one will.
Maybe I'm looking in the wrong places. Maybe it's time to go back to dating girls. Girls get me in ways that guys just can't. Maybe I'm cold. I don't think I am though.
Why when I do everything right do I still get the boot? Every guy points to this undefinable something. Some call it intensity, others call it instability, others call it chemistry, but whatever it is, it pushes men away.
I doubt anyone on this earth will ever find me worth the trouble. I don't know why, I just know no one will.
