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morrigirlI don't care anymore. Haven't even bothered to send out any resumes since my tooth started acting up. It just seems like a waste of energy. No matter how many resumes I send out or how many interviews I get I still wind up being underqualified, or otherwise wrong for whatever position I apply for. None of the numerous Editorial Assistant jobs I've applied for have even called me in for an interview. You know the search is futile when you can't even get an interview for a job in your area of expertise.
And I don't feel bad about it either. I don't want to look for a job. I've lost my motivation. But since i don't find myself going out or doing much I don't find myselkf needing money as much, at least not for trivial shit like books and CD's and the like. I've got my computer, my television, and thats all I need really.
No one ever calls me so i don't need money to go out with anyone. I never go anywhere, especially now since i've stopped sending out resumes, so I don't need money for transportation.
I don't need anything but food, and a roof over my head. And this computer to keep me nicely sedated.
No one gives a shit if I do or don't do anything else so why the fuck even try right?
And I don't feel bad about it either. I don't want to look for a job. I've lost my motivation. But since i don't find myself going out or doing much I don't find myselkf needing money as much, at least not for trivial shit like books and CD's and the like. I've got my computer, my television, and thats all I need really.
No one ever calls me so i don't need money to go out with anyone. I never go anywhere, especially now since i've stopped sending out resumes, so I don't need money for transportation.
I don't need anything but food, and a roof over my head. And this computer to keep me nicely sedated.
No one gives a shit if I do or don't do anything else so why the fuck even try right?
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Date: 2003-09-10 06:59 am (UTC)I used to be in the same situation, but it's no good. After I pulled myself out of it, it was as if I'd been frozen in time or something... like I left life for a while and missed out on a whole lot.
I wish I was living up there, cause I'd definitely call you to do stuff... there is much to do for many types of people. Maybe if I ever get a vacation I'll see about visiting up there.. it'd be nice ot see my aunt and grandmother and hang out with you.
*hugs*
And I do care. Lots of people do.
Here's what I have to say...
Date: 2003-09-11 04:54 am (UTC)I miss you.
And don't forget... I sold my body to you once in a college bathroom.
LOL
Date: 2003-09-11 06:35 am (UTC)