I Dream Funny
Aug. 31st, 2003 06:04 pmI had a whole slew of really weird, really scary dreams last night. IN one of them I was stuck on an airplane where a John Malkovich typed man was threatening to shoot all of us. He wound up pretty much shooting my hand off.
The next one involved Knox people, Will Culbertson most prominently. A whole bunch of us were dining in a favorite restaurant when some sort of crash or explosion or something occurred in the place, killing many of the patrons. Afterwards, Will And I start suffering from PTSD.
I think those two dreams are linked to the upcoming anniversary of the 9/11 attacks. It's a very high profile day and all the news broadcasts have been reporting on it so it's very much in the forefront of my subconscious.
Thr third weird dream involved my apartment. I dreampt we had extra boarders staying with us over the summer. There was me, Mom, Laura, some random guy, and Katie Nelson whose name was Maria in the dream. Anyway, I had a huge crush on the guy, but the guy liked Laura and she liked him back so i felt very rejected. To top it all off, neither the gy, Laura, or my Mom liked me at ALL and I just felt totally alone in my own house. And Mom kept screwing things up and making fun of me. She broke my computer and blamed me for it, she made fun of my interests, it was horrible.
Guess this dream is a depiction of how I'm doing emotionally. Numb or not numb, there appears to much going on below the surface.
The next one involved Knox people, Will Culbertson most prominently. A whole bunch of us were dining in a favorite restaurant when some sort of crash or explosion or something occurred in the place, killing many of the patrons. Afterwards, Will And I start suffering from PTSD.
I think those two dreams are linked to the upcoming anniversary of the 9/11 attacks. It's a very high profile day and all the news broadcasts have been reporting on it so it's very much in the forefront of my subconscious.
Thr third weird dream involved my apartment. I dreampt we had extra boarders staying with us over the summer. There was me, Mom, Laura, some random guy, and Katie Nelson whose name was Maria in the dream. Anyway, I had a huge crush on the guy, but the guy liked Laura and she liked him back so i felt very rejected. To top it all off, neither the gy, Laura, or my Mom liked me at ALL and I just felt totally alone in my own house. And Mom kept screwing things up and making fun of me. She broke my computer and blamed me for it, she made fun of my interests, it was horrible.
Guess this dream is a depiction of how I'm doing emotionally. Numb or not numb, there appears to much going on below the surface.
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Date: 2003-09-01 02:56 am (UTC)Although, thinking about it now, she probably would only have been upset that she wasn't invited.
And no, I am not making this up.