Matt Lindquist
Jan. 27th, 2003 12:26 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlI love Matt Lindquist!!! He is so cool!!! Everytime I just need to veg out he is there, in the Gizmo, just waiting to be distracted from his work. Tonight we sat around and I analyzed some of his dreams. I swear, I'm so good I should charge for it. And yesterday we sat around for two hours just shooting the shit. He complained about his roommate, I bitched about my work, we debated and laughed at each other. God he is SOOOOOO fun!!!
And he's starting to consider me one of his good friends. He hugs me every time we see each other, and we've ventured into the realm of telling each other secrets. Or rather HE has ventured inot the realm of telling ME secrets. We all know it takes more than a couple of friendly debates to win my trust.
But I just think he is fabulous. I love spending time with him. I know I've said it before, but I'm just gonna keep saying it until it's not true anymore.
I have lots of work I'm not doing right now, mainly because I can't remember half of the shit I need to do! Okay, I should make a list, I need a list:
Print out acting critiques
Continue typing acting journal
Text analysis
Character analysis
Scoring
Type Feminism journals
write feminism questions
work on feminism mid term
Type the 5 missing responses for Rob
Write Rob's mid term.
Fold my laundry
And I have to do all of this by Friday at the latest. I would ask you to shoot me now, but I really have no desire to die. I would rather see all my teachers incur serious injuries that will prevent them from finishing the term. And they should all give their whole classes A's in absentia.
Worked from 7-9 tonight. Spent the whole time talking to Jason. He says he wants to draw me before I graduate. I said, "sure," and secretly I was thinking, "naked, naked, naked!!!!"
And it's time I admitted it...I am crushing!!! Yes I have come to the realization that there are young men on this campus I have SERIOUS crushes on. I'm not talking about Matt Lindquist or Matt Kimball, not the guys I openly admit to liking in these pages. I never admit to liking someone if I am SERIOUS about wanting them. The Matt's have girlfriends, so I can't be serious about them.
But there are a few that really tempt me. Guys I fantasize about at night. Guys who make me look away when they catch my eye. And I don't like it. Crushing on someone makes you self-conscious, it makes you WANT. You want to be attractive, you want to be witty, you want to be interesting, you want to be intriguing, you want them to like you back. But the wanting translates into anxiety that you will never be or get any of those things. And the thoughts just totally occupy your head when you shouuld really be thinking of more important things like finishing your three midterms.
And he's starting to consider me one of his good friends. He hugs me every time we see each other, and we've ventured into the realm of telling each other secrets. Or rather HE has ventured inot the realm of telling ME secrets. We all know it takes more than a couple of friendly debates to win my trust.
But I just think he is fabulous. I love spending time with him. I know I've said it before, but I'm just gonna keep saying it until it's not true anymore.
I have lots of work I'm not doing right now, mainly because I can't remember half of the shit I need to do! Okay, I should make a list, I need a list:
Print out acting critiques
Continue typing acting journal
Text analysis
Character analysis
Scoring
Type Feminism journals
write feminism questions
work on feminism mid term
Type the 5 missing responses for Rob
Write Rob's mid term.
Fold my laundry
And I have to do all of this by Friday at the latest. I would ask you to shoot me now, but I really have no desire to die. I would rather see all my teachers incur serious injuries that will prevent them from finishing the term. And they should all give their whole classes A's in absentia.
Worked from 7-9 tonight. Spent the whole time talking to Jason. He says he wants to draw me before I graduate. I said, "sure," and secretly I was thinking, "naked, naked, naked!!!!"
And it's time I admitted it...I am crushing!!! Yes I have come to the realization that there are young men on this campus I have SERIOUS crushes on. I'm not talking about Matt Lindquist or Matt Kimball, not the guys I openly admit to liking in these pages. I never admit to liking someone if I am SERIOUS about wanting them. The Matt's have girlfriends, so I can't be serious about them.
But there are a few that really tempt me. Guys I fantasize about at night. Guys who make me look away when they catch my eye. And I don't like it. Crushing on someone makes you self-conscious, it makes you WANT. You want to be attractive, you want to be witty, you want to be interesting, you want to be intriguing, you want them to like you back. But the wanting translates into anxiety that you will never be or get any of those things. And the thoughts just totally occupy your head when you shouuld really be thinking of more important things like finishing your three midterms.
