Life Support
Dec. 23rd, 2002 04:16 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlHi Diary,
I just got finished watching Sommersby on TBS. Thats a good movie, haven't watched it in a while. Cried during the last scene where Jodie Foster goes running through the crowd just so she can get one last look at Richard Gere before he hangs. Made me think of Kirk, and how cheated I feel that I never got a last look at him. What I wouldn't give to have been able to see him one last time, to kiss him goodbye.
God it's so strange, the most obscure things will get me thinking of Kirk. Movies, commercials, random songs or jokes. And it's so sporatic too. It's not like in the beginning when I thought of him 24/7. Now the thoughts just pop out of nowhere. And when I have them it makes me happy I don't have a significant other right now because it makes me realize how not quite over it I am.
Tomorrow I'm gonna go shopping for my last, last minute christmas gifts, and if I have enough money left over I'm gonna buy myself a gift or two; I'm gonna cave and buy a new Bratz doll :D The Slumber Party dolls are just TOO sweet! I may buy two if I have the money. I can't wait to dress them up in their PJ's and boy shorts lingerie omigod it will be so cool! (nerd alert, nerd alert)
I thought of a nice christmas present for Heather. She'd prolly appreciate a gift since she's spending the holidays in Peru. And I'm still trying to think of something for Gayle. She's gonna be the most difficult to buy for. But I have faith in myself. I know what kinda stuff she likes :) I think :-/
I just got finished watching Sommersby on TBS. Thats a good movie, haven't watched it in a while. Cried during the last scene where Jodie Foster goes running through the crowd just so she can get one last look at Richard Gere before he hangs. Made me think of Kirk, and how cheated I feel that I never got a last look at him. What I wouldn't give to have been able to see him one last time, to kiss him goodbye.
God it's so strange, the most obscure things will get me thinking of Kirk. Movies, commercials, random songs or jokes. And it's so sporatic too. It's not like in the beginning when I thought of him 24/7. Now the thoughts just pop out of nowhere. And when I have them it makes me happy I don't have a significant other right now because it makes me realize how not quite over it I am.
Tomorrow I'm gonna go shopping for my last, last minute christmas gifts, and if I have enough money left over I'm gonna buy myself a gift or two; I'm gonna cave and buy a new Bratz doll :D The Slumber Party dolls are just TOO sweet! I may buy two if I have the money. I can't wait to dress them up in their PJ's and boy shorts lingerie omigod it will be so cool! (nerd alert, nerd alert)
I thought of a nice christmas present for Heather. She'd prolly appreciate a gift since she's spending the holidays in Peru. And I'm still trying to think of something for Gayle. She's gonna be the most difficult to buy for. But I have faith in myself. I know what kinda stuff she likes :) I think :-/
