Bleeding Heavily
Oct. 25th, 2002 09:14 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlDon'tcha hate it when your period visits and doesn't bother to tell you it's coming? I recall feeling a little damp at the beginning of fifth hour. I just assumed it was regular old lubrication. Apparently not. I came home and it looked like someone had slaughtered a lamb in my panties. Goes to show how in tune I am with my bodily cycles.
I don't really have anything important to say. Things are smooth, and though "smooth" doesn't make for very lively reading, it makes a very pleasant lifestyle. There's no drama going on (not on campus at least.) I go to class, to work, to sleep. I'd have to say I'm quite content for the moment.
I still think about Kirk, usually at night while I'm falling asleep. But my mind is free of him the rest of the time. At night I remember him, I wonder about him, I call to him sometimes, and he always comes. Great thing about not believeing in a higher power is the absence of one doesn't negate the existence of other dimensions. I finally worked out the "heaven" dilemma as i've come to call it. I erroneously jumped to the conclusion that all invisible realities disappeared without a ruling God. Not so. Eovolution can be expanded to the realm of the unseen, and the realm of the unseen may very well become visible to the dead.
I spoke to Katie Stalter tonight!!! She sounds really happy. She enjoys what she's doing and likes living with Jeremiah. Oh I told her about Mary, and like everyone else, she had a fit. I swear even I underestimated the number of people who dislike Mary. Katie got pissed, Gayle, Gemma, my Mom, Mike. Since she crossed the line, I have heard all sorts of shit spoken about her by people I KNOW she trusts. I'd be lying if I said it didn't give me a perverse pleasure.
T and I are gonna go to the movies tonight. She wants to see The Ring whch I've never even heard of but I'm dying to go to a theater so I'm more than happy to go along for the ride. I went along for the ride the day we saw Matrix and look how that turned out.
Also, I finally picked up my boxes from the mailroom today. The ones that have been sitting there for oh, 10 days now. It got cold today. Too cold. So I had to give in because I needed my jacket. So now I have my jacket, my bitch boots, and my CD player with lovely music in my room :)
Hmmm think that's all.
Ta ta for now,
Carla
I don't really have anything important to say. Things are smooth, and though "smooth" doesn't make for very lively reading, it makes a very pleasant lifestyle. There's no drama going on (not on campus at least.) I go to class, to work, to sleep. I'd have to say I'm quite content for the moment.
I still think about Kirk, usually at night while I'm falling asleep. But my mind is free of him the rest of the time. At night I remember him, I wonder about him, I call to him sometimes, and he always comes. Great thing about not believeing in a higher power is the absence of one doesn't negate the existence of other dimensions. I finally worked out the "heaven" dilemma as i've come to call it. I erroneously jumped to the conclusion that all invisible realities disappeared without a ruling God. Not so. Eovolution can be expanded to the realm of the unseen, and the realm of the unseen may very well become visible to the dead.
I spoke to Katie Stalter tonight!!! She sounds really happy. She enjoys what she's doing and likes living with Jeremiah. Oh I told her about Mary, and like everyone else, she had a fit. I swear even I underestimated the number of people who dislike Mary. Katie got pissed, Gayle, Gemma, my Mom, Mike. Since she crossed the line, I have heard all sorts of shit spoken about her by people I KNOW she trusts. I'd be lying if I said it didn't give me a perverse pleasure.
T and I are gonna go to the movies tonight. She wants to see The Ring whch I've never even heard of but I'm dying to go to a theater so I'm more than happy to go along for the ride. I went along for the ride the day we saw Matrix and look how that turned out.
Also, I finally picked up my boxes from the mailroom today. The ones that have been sitting there for oh, 10 days now. It got cold today. Too cold. So I had to give in because I needed my jacket. So now I have my jacket, my bitch boots, and my CD player with lovely music in my room :)
Hmmm think that's all.
Ta ta for now,
Carla
