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morrigirlTomorrow I'm going home for my sister's wedding. While i'm there I'm going to pick up some of my winter clothes to bring back. And my laptop. And it's a good thing because it took me half an hour to get this page loaded here in the lab.
Last night was Kirk's first in the ground. I was okay for most of the day, but as soon as night fell I began bawling. I just couldn't stand the thought of him all alone and cold when he should be cuddling in bed with me. Gemma was at class so I just kind of wandered around the apartment crying and talking to myself.
I got up for class today. Went to Mythology class. That was pretty pointless. And in the middle Hellenga started talking about death and afterlife and the stupidity of it all which, understandably, rubbed me the wrong way. After that I didn't feel up to going to my other two classes so I went home and took a nap instead. I kept waking up last night so I needed a couple extra hours.
Tonight I have to pack a few things to bring back to the city. And T has moved most of her stuff out of my room now so I may mess with the furniture tonight. Try and make it just right.
I haven't cried yet today. But I feel really sleepy and extremely numb.
I hope I get a chance to visit Kirk's grave while I'm home. I have so much to say to him.
Carla
Last night was Kirk's first in the ground. I was okay for most of the day, but as soon as night fell I began bawling. I just couldn't stand the thought of him all alone and cold when he should be cuddling in bed with me. Gemma was at class so I just kind of wandered around the apartment crying and talking to myself.
I got up for class today. Went to Mythology class. That was pretty pointless. And in the middle Hellenga started talking about death and afterlife and the stupidity of it all which, understandably, rubbed me the wrong way. After that I didn't feel up to going to my other two classes so I went home and took a nap instead. I kept waking up last night so I needed a couple extra hours.
Tonight I have to pack a few things to bring back to the city. And T has moved most of her stuff out of my room now so I may mess with the furniture tonight. Try and make it just right.
I haven't cried yet today. But I feel really sleepy and extremely numb.
I hope I get a chance to visit Kirk's grave while I'm home. I have so much to say to him.
Carla
