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Just got out of Mythology class. It's huge. Rob, Jericho, Matt Lindquist, and Adrienne Gardner are all in it so I feel like I have allies. It sounds really cool. We're gonna be focusing mainly on the Greek Myths, which I am already familiar with so I feel as though I have a leg up on the rest of the class.

In other news...

I think Tina hates me. She isn't home very much and I don't know if it's just because she's busy or if she is trying to avoid me like last year. I never know what to say to her, not that I have much opportunity to say anything seeing as she is never around. She doesn't seem to have much to say to me either. It just feels weird when we are with each other, not smooth and easy the way it used to be, not enthusiastic or fun. Her show is openning today and she didn't even bother to tell me until a few minutes ago. Makes me think she doesn't want me there. I'm still debating whether I should go or not. I wanna be there to support her, but not if I'm not welcome.

I dunno, I dunno. This is really weird and I don't know what to do about it. I don't know if I should even try. Maybe Tina wants to grow apart. Heck, it happens. I'm not gonna try and force myself into her life. I just wish I knew where I stand with her.