Rock and Roll All Night
Jun. 18th, 2002 05:55 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlI am amazed at how much time I can fritter away sitting at this computer. I got on at 4 AM and it's already 6 AM. And I haven't even done anything important, I've just been cruising Buffy fan sites searching for images of Dark Willow. I really wanted a Dark Willow buddy icon but the buffyholics haven't created one yet! I'd say they are slipping they need to get back on the ball. Buffyworld had some pretty nice still shots though, one of which I may download and make into wallpaper depending on how creative I feel.
Well Aurelie is showing up tomorrow (today?) We'll see what she is like, how much english she can speak.
I have so much to do. Given the amount of time I spend online youd think I have no life but that is quite false. I have tons of things I SHOULD do but don't. Here's a list. I like lists. Maybe if I list everything it will help me get all of it done. Okay, stuff I need to do:
1)Pick up pictures
2)Buy photo box
3)Buy new jewelry box
4)Get a shrink
5)Email the mood support group and attend a meeting
6)email Gayle
7)Email Agnes
8)Email Heather
9)reorganize my closet
10)clean my room (still)
11) Donate books to the library
12)donate clothes to Goodwill
13)Get contact info from various people
14)start excersizing
15)do second half of the star ritual so I can get on with my Faerie training
16)Start writing Grad school essays
17)get to work on those incompletes
18)get my ass in gear and start that impromtu honors project
That's all I can think of right now but I'm certain more will spring to mind the second I leave the computer.
Bonnie and David came over tonight for dinner. It was very pleasant. Mike and Danielle came over too and we all talked and made merry. I reordered my photo album eliminating all the pictures of Lindsey I had in there. Thats a ritual of mine, I make a habit of taking the pictures of people who have betrayed me or I've fallen out with, out of my photo album. It's sort of like re-writing history. You allow yourself to remember only what you want to remember. I've eliminated a lot of photos in my time. Took out all my pictures of Moses, Wes, Sebastien, Jason, Leigh, Clark. I put Clark's pictures back in later, but now I'm taking them out again. I took Mary's pictures out and never got around to putting them back in. And now its Linds. It's funny, I still don't miss her. Not that I didn't adore her, I certainly miss the smiling happy Linds I knew, the one who would sing crappy 80's songs with me in the middle of the night even when she didn't know the words. But form what I hear she wasn't too smiling or happy this last term. I know when we hung out this year all we would do is watch movies, which is fine and there were some nights I would have died if it weren't for the routine of going to Lindsey's and watching a movie, but it did get old after a while. I don't know. Something went sour in Linds this year. I don't miss the sourness.
And it is now TWO DAYS until my birthday and I still have no idea what I want to do. HELP ME OUT PEOPLE! What does a 23 year old who doesnt drink do to celebrate her birthday? I'm open to any and all suggestions.
Well Aurelie is showing up tomorrow (today?) We'll see what she is like, how much english she can speak.
I have so much to do. Given the amount of time I spend online youd think I have no life but that is quite false. I have tons of things I SHOULD do but don't. Here's a list. I like lists. Maybe if I list everything it will help me get all of it done. Okay, stuff I need to do:
1)Pick up pictures
2)Buy photo box
3)Buy new jewelry box
4)Get a shrink
5)Email the mood support group and attend a meeting
6)email Gayle
7)Email Agnes
8)Email Heather
9)reorganize my closet
10)clean my room (still)
11) Donate books to the library
12)donate clothes to Goodwill
13)Get contact info from various people
14)start excersizing
15)do second half of the star ritual so I can get on with my Faerie training
16)Start writing Grad school essays
17)get to work on those incompletes
18)get my ass in gear and start that impromtu honors project
That's all I can think of right now but I'm certain more will spring to mind the second I leave the computer.
Bonnie and David came over tonight for dinner. It was very pleasant. Mike and Danielle came over too and we all talked and made merry. I reordered my photo album eliminating all the pictures of Lindsey I had in there. Thats a ritual of mine, I make a habit of taking the pictures of people who have betrayed me or I've fallen out with, out of my photo album. It's sort of like re-writing history. You allow yourself to remember only what you want to remember. I've eliminated a lot of photos in my time. Took out all my pictures of Moses, Wes, Sebastien, Jason, Leigh, Clark. I put Clark's pictures back in later, but now I'm taking them out again. I took Mary's pictures out and never got around to putting them back in. And now its Linds. It's funny, I still don't miss her. Not that I didn't adore her, I certainly miss the smiling happy Linds I knew, the one who would sing crappy 80's songs with me in the middle of the night even when she didn't know the words. But form what I hear she wasn't too smiling or happy this last term. I know when we hung out this year all we would do is watch movies, which is fine and there were some nights I would have died if it weren't for the routine of going to Lindsey's and watching a movie, but it did get old after a while. I don't know. Something went sour in Linds this year. I don't miss the sourness.
And it is now TWO DAYS until my birthday and I still have no idea what I want to do. HELP ME OUT PEOPLE! What does a 23 year old who doesnt drink do to celebrate her birthday? I'm open to any and all suggestions.
