The Forest, Let Alone the Trees
May. 15th, 2002 03:54 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlI'm sad. But Goddess has granted me a few good things.
1) Libby is coming to visit this weekend! She's coming down to see Wild Things. I haven't seen her in two years! Tina and I are terribly excited! We can't wait to spend time with her. Lib and I have lots of girl talk to catch up on. I miss her crazy sense of humor and her motherly ways, and all the love she has to give. And she isn't bringing her husband so we will have her all to ourselves :)
2) I spoke to Paul last night for the first time in weeks, maybe even a month. And it was great. As usual he made me feel loved and wanted. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. At the same time I feel guilty for being so insecure and always needing him to make me feel better. I wish I didn't have to impose on him that way.
3) Spoke to Dean Bailey today. Cried my eyes out as usual. He of course took care of me, handing me tissues and hugging me and being all fatherly. Sometimes it's nice to have someone take care of you. He says he is going to do everything within his power to see to it that I get a break here these next couple of weeks. He says he'll whip out the magic wand if he has to. I'm very thankful I have him in my corner. I need to have SOMEONE there.
4) Show opens tomorrow. We ran the whole thing twice last night and it was actually GOOD! Incredible huh? Who knew we'd be able to bring it together in such a small amount of time? But it's looking real good, and performing it is going to be a blast. I'm happy its almost done though. I want my sleep back.
1) Libby is coming to visit this weekend! She's coming down to see Wild Things. I haven't seen her in two years! Tina and I are terribly excited! We can't wait to spend time with her. Lib and I have lots of girl talk to catch up on. I miss her crazy sense of humor and her motherly ways, and all the love she has to give. And she isn't bringing her husband so we will have her all to ourselves :)
2) I spoke to Paul last night for the first time in weeks, maybe even a month. And it was great. As usual he made me feel loved and wanted. I feel so lucky to have him in my life. At the same time I feel guilty for being so insecure and always needing him to make me feel better. I wish I didn't have to impose on him that way.
3) Spoke to Dean Bailey today. Cried my eyes out as usual. He of course took care of me, handing me tissues and hugging me and being all fatherly. Sometimes it's nice to have someone take care of you. He says he is going to do everything within his power to see to it that I get a break here these next couple of weeks. He says he'll whip out the magic wand if he has to. I'm very thankful I have him in my corner. I need to have SOMEONE there.
4) Show opens tomorrow. We ran the whole thing twice last night and it was actually GOOD! Incredible huh? Who knew we'd be able to bring it together in such a small amount of time? But it's looking real good, and performing it is going to be a blast. I'm happy its almost done though. I want my sleep back.
