Whats Wrong With Me
May. 13th, 2002 02:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlKevin has a new girlfriend. Says he isn't interested in me at all anymore. I was hoping he would be. I'm dumb. I'm crying. For months and months I've been asking people whats wrong with me? Why isn't anyone interested in me? Well I asked Kev, and he was the only one to actually give me an honest answer. I know he's asked me not to post our conversations in this journal, but seeing as he is not going to be in my life anymore, FOR REAL, I don't have to give a shit how he feels. Here's why he said he didn't want to be with me.
"You are way to depressing for me to be with. The way I am I need to be with someone who is the opposite to bring me up. I felt when I was with you that I was getting weighted down and pulled under. We also have absolutely nothing in common from our growing up to now and in the things we like etc. Plus in your wanting to change the world and peoples opinions I think you are too combative."
Well, at least now I know whats wrong with me. I was right all along.
"You are way to depressing for me to be with. The way I am I need to be with someone who is the opposite to bring me up. I felt when I was with you that I was getting weighted down and pulled under. We also have absolutely nothing in common from our growing up to now and in the things we like etc. Plus in your wanting to change the world and peoples opinions I think you are too combative."
Well, at least now I know whats wrong with me. I was right all along.
