What I Like
Aug. 11th, 2003 11:05 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlI like writing on here. I feel very protected, like there are a bunch of really good people reading my journal and watching out for me. Much better than the teen site I used to write on. Kids have no idea how to be compassionate.
Tina wants to come to New York. You'd know that if you read her feedback. As usual I don't even remember giving her the journal address. Then again it's not hard to guess. I cried when I read her messege. One: because I was in the midst of my total break down when I read it, and two: because I miss her terribly. I've been thinking of her all day.
When i was feeling nervous before my interview I tried to think happy thoughts, so to speak. And the first thing that jumped to my mind was the night she and I played pine cone hockey on the upper terrace. It was during the first week of winter term sophomore year, right after I'd returned to Knox. We were on our way to the Gizmo and we were just feeling realy playful, so we picked up a couple sticks, grabbed a pine cone and played hockey. It was really mild that winter, so we were out there for about half an hour toss our "puck" back and forth, Tina doing running commentary. It was one of the most joyous moments of my life.
I miss having her around. I mean, let's think about this: for the last 5 years Tina and I have acted as 24/7 emotional support for each other. Living on the same campus, and more often than not, on/in the same floor/building/room we've been able to rely on each other on a pretty consistent basis. She's been my safety net. But now she's several states removed from me, and I am sorely lacking in emotional support out here. What I wouldn't give to have her right next door again.
Well we know we can't live in the same ROOM together, but maybe one day i could talk her into moving to New York and sharing an apartment with me. A TWO BEDROOM apartment ;-) That way we could each have our own space. Hey, it worked for me and![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
nabuchodonosor
Thank Youdpsycho for the link to the virus article.
Thanks againporthossf for writing me happy haikus.
I'll prolly write more later. I don't feel done yet, but I can't think of what I want to say right now.
Tina wants to come to New York. You'd know that if you read her feedback. As usual I don't even remember giving her the journal address. Then again it's not hard to guess. I cried when I read her messege. One: because I was in the midst of my total break down when I read it, and two: because I miss her terribly. I've been thinking of her all day.
When i was feeling nervous before my interview I tried to think happy thoughts, so to speak. And the first thing that jumped to my mind was the night she and I played pine cone hockey on the upper terrace. It was during the first week of winter term sophomore year, right after I'd returned to Knox. We were on our way to the Gizmo and we were just feeling realy playful, so we picked up a couple sticks, grabbed a pine cone and played hockey. It was really mild that winter, so we were out there for about half an hour toss our "puck" back and forth, Tina doing running commentary. It was one of the most joyous moments of my life.
I miss having her around. I mean, let's think about this: for the last 5 years Tina and I have acted as 24/7 emotional support for each other. Living on the same campus, and more often than not, on/in the same floor/building/room we've been able to rely on each other on a pretty consistent basis. She's been my safety net. But now she's several states removed from me, and I am sorely lacking in emotional support out here. What I wouldn't give to have her right next door again.
Well we know we can't live in the same ROOM together, but maybe one day i could talk her into moving to New York and sharing an apartment with me. A TWO BEDROOM apartment ;-) That way we could each have our own space. Hey, it worked for me and
nabuchodonosorThank You
dpsycho for the link to the virus article.Thanks again
porthossf for writing me happy haikus.I'll prolly write more later. I don't feel done yet, but I can't think of what I want to say right now.
Just Tuesday
Date: 2003-08-12 04:08 pm (UTC)I think I will be buying meself some tickets to NY. The dates look like Ill arrive on the 19th of Sept and leave on the 27th. I haven't heard from Steffi so I don't know yet if she wants to come too, or not. What do you think? Should I let her tag along? It's up to you and your mom cuz I don't really mind. I'll still do what I wanna do. :P She wants to do research out there like at the libraries.
One more thing. I want to do a livejournal and you have to get some number maybe you can send me one? Well I think tonite I will bite the bullett and get the ticket and look forward to the eternally long ass train ride. I figure good music and maybe some sedatives will help haha. Just have a few shots of Jack before hitting the rails. :P
Take care chica miss you much
Tina
Re: Just Tuesday
Date: 2003-08-12 04:53 pm (UTC)T