We Built This City
Mar. 17th, 2002 10:39 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlIt's the first day of Spring Break here on campus. Usually I feel very scared and alone in the dorm by myself. But I do not feel that this year. There are others here in Sellew. I just ran into Shawn Cuevas, and Joanne Lundeen-Wagner. I saw Lao as well. There are people doing laundry in the basement. I am not alone. I like that. I like the idea that I don't have to see people if I don't want to, but if I need them, they are there. Here. In my own dorm instead of all the way across campus.
The breaks I spent alone when I lived in Longden were all very quiet and scary. I always felt so isolated. That if someone came and attacked me there would be nobody to hear me scream. But here I feel like I am in an apartment building. There are people above me and people below me. And though I have yet to see Tina today, I don't feel lonely.
I slept until 3 PM today :) That was nice. Then I went for a walk to the Broadview and ate some lunch. Now I am watching The Mists of Avalon on TNT and I revised my poem C"rows in Manhattan" an hour ago. Only two or three more poems to go. With any luck I'll finish the poetry portion of my portfolio before the night is through :)
The breaks I spent alone when I lived in Longden were all very quiet and scary. I always felt so isolated. That if someone came and attacked me there would be nobody to hear me scream. But here I feel like I am in an apartment building. There are people above me and people below me. And though I have yet to see Tina today, I don't feel lonely.
I slept until 3 PM today :) That was nice. Then I went for a walk to the Broadview and ate some lunch. Now I am watching The Mists of Avalon on TNT and I revised my poem C"rows in Manhattan" an hour ago. Only two or three more poems to go. With any luck I'll finish the poetry portion of my portfolio before the night is through :)
