We the Retards...
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morrigirlOkay this whole thing is just getting fucking retarded!!!!!!
Had a nice long conversation with Heather H on Im this evening. She is so awesome! I am liking her more with each passing day. Have I mentioned that she is a sweetheart yet today? Anyway she told me some more stuff about her relationship with Wes, and now I am fulfledgedly PISSED!!!! He is fucking with so many people right now he has no goddamn idea! And one of them is my best friend. I swear to Goddess the next time I see the boy I'm gonna go right up to him and ask what his intentions toward Gayle are.
Wow now I'm really pissed off. Heather H is such a honey and deserves to be treated so much better. And Gayle, I'm just afraid Gayle is getting her hopes up on something that isn't going to happen, or rather isn't going to occur without having some big ass repurcussions. This is turning into the whole Clark saga all over agin and none of us need that! Although she will totally never admit it Gayle gets emotionally hung up on people and then she gets her feelings hurt. I dont want that to happen to her again. Wes is...I wont say jerk, I don't know him that well, but he is a very confused boy. Gots some issues. And as I can say from experience it is bad news to get mixed up with anyone who has issues. (or big ones at least)
Plus it sounds like he really relies on Heather. I don't know if Gayle just wants play or if she wants more then that. If she wants more shell have to keep dreaming. I'm afraid that even if she says she doesn't want more that unconsciously she does, therefore when she doesn't get it she will feel bad.
UGH.
We are all SOOOOO retarded. To let ourselves get dicked around by a fucking little boy. I so want to bitch slap Wes. Sit his ass down and tell him about how this works. That he is not formed yet. That what is going to happen is he will screw over numerous girls in his first couple years in college. Of course he wont realize what a dick he has been until they all stop talking to him. Then he will spend his senior year repenting. And while I was at it I'd give him a swift kick in the butt and tell him I know depression sucks but it might just be worse for those who have to deal with you so if you care about anyone besides yourself you will begin to seriously start working through your shit!
And while I was on this role I'd sit Heather down too and tell her how this works. Because as much as she thinks she may have things figured out in a couple of years he will come to the realization that the rest of us upper classmen have, that we didn't know shit about shit our frosh and soph years. She will totally mother him for the remainder of this year, maybe much of the next. But the day will come when she can't do it anymore. When he stops bringing her happiness. And she forgets what she saw in him to begin with. And starts feeling used. So she stops talking to him. And things change. But that it will all be for the better and each of them will be better people for the distance.
Okay I dare say at this point I may be projecting so I'm gonna stop typing and do homework.
G'night
PS How did I get wrapped up in all of this? All I wanted was a fucking singing valentine!
Had a nice long conversation with Heather H on Im this evening. She is so awesome! I am liking her more with each passing day. Have I mentioned that she is a sweetheart yet today? Anyway she told me some more stuff about her relationship with Wes, and now I am fulfledgedly PISSED!!!! He is fucking with so many people right now he has no goddamn idea! And one of them is my best friend. I swear to Goddess the next time I see the boy I'm gonna go right up to him and ask what his intentions toward Gayle are.
Wow now I'm really pissed off. Heather H is such a honey and deserves to be treated so much better. And Gayle, I'm just afraid Gayle is getting her hopes up on something that isn't going to happen, or rather isn't going to occur without having some big ass repurcussions. This is turning into the whole Clark saga all over agin and none of us need that! Although she will totally never admit it Gayle gets emotionally hung up on people and then she gets her feelings hurt. I dont want that to happen to her again. Wes is...I wont say jerk, I don't know him that well, but he is a very confused boy. Gots some issues. And as I can say from experience it is bad news to get mixed up with anyone who has issues. (or big ones at least)
Plus it sounds like he really relies on Heather. I don't know if Gayle just wants play or if she wants more then that. If she wants more shell have to keep dreaming. I'm afraid that even if she says she doesn't want more that unconsciously she does, therefore when she doesn't get it she will feel bad.
UGH.
We are all SOOOOO retarded. To let ourselves get dicked around by a fucking little boy. I so want to bitch slap Wes. Sit his ass down and tell him about how this works. That he is not formed yet. That what is going to happen is he will screw over numerous girls in his first couple years in college. Of course he wont realize what a dick he has been until they all stop talking to him. Then he will spend his senior year repenting. And while I was at it I'd give him a swift kick in the butt and tell him I know depression sucks but it might just be worse for those who have to deal with you so if you care about anyone besides yourself you will begin to seriously start working through your shit!
And while I was on this role I'd sit Heather down too and tell her how this works. Because as much as she thinks she may have things figured out in a couple of years he will come to the realization that the rest of us upper classmen have, that we didn't know shit about shit our frosh and soph years. She will totally mother him for the remainder of this year, maybe much of the next. But the day will come when she can't do it anymore. When he stops bringing her happiness. And she forgets what she saw in him to begin with. And starts feeling used. So she stops talking to him. And things change. But that it will all be for the better and each of them will be better people for the distance.
Okay I dare say at this point I may be projecting so I'm gonna stop typing and do homework.
G'night
PS How did I get wrapped up in all of this? All I wanted was a fucking singing valentine!
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Date: 2005-04-21 11:47 pm (UTC)so, you were at least somewhat predictive in this entry. I am sitting in my last law school class EVER!!! and totally not paying attention because it is the class I hate, and you're not online
and I don't think I was ever too hung up on Wes, he was just cute & flirty and a nice distraction - I mean he had freaking Mary Morales & Heather, that's too much competition for me
and I do realize that I get emotionally hung up on people and then don't know how to let go - did you read my recent entry about my late night diner outing???
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Date: 2005-04-22 12:24 am (UTC)No they weren't. I assure you each and every public entry you see here was public back on SCN. All the protected entries from that era are staying protected.
Dude, did you read the entry where I tell Wes and Heather exactly what's gonna happen to their relationship? I read that one and was like "Wow, I'm a fucking prophet!"