Dying on the Inside
Feb. 11th, 2002 02:28 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlGod was SOOOOOO hating me last night! I got home after watching Strictly Ballroom over at Lindsey's last night (cute life affirming movie)and got some news that pissed me off and made me want to write in my journal but for some Godawful reason this fucking site wouldnt let me sign on. I was so flipping out. Paul as usual was there to calm me down. Goddess I feel so bad. I've made him deal with so much shit this weekend. I wish I could make it up to him somehow. He has been so good to me.
And what was the news that pissed me off so much?
I found out that Norman can't do the reading today for personal reasons so guess who they have gotten to replace him? MARC!!!!!!! I'm so pissed. It appears as though Marc has now assimilated into the ranks of the Catch elite. Pisses me off when he and I used to slander it all the time. Also I really want to see Heather read, I want to support my friend. But I REALLY dont want to have to sit there and listen to my ex-boyfriend read another one of his self-indulgent piece of shit stories! But after much though and yelling at the walls last night I've decided to go and stay for the whole thing. I'm just going to look insanely good while doing it! Got my outfit all picked out. I'll be a wee bit cold but, hey it'll be worth it. And I think I'll sit right in the front row just to screw with him. Seeing his ex right there in front will make him uncomfortable.
ha ha ha
And what was the news that pissed me off so much?
I found out that Norman can't do the reading today for personal reasons so guess who they have gotten to replace him? MARC!!!!!!! I'm so pissed. It appears as though Marc has now assimilated into the ranks of the Catch elite. Pisses me off when he and I used to slander it all the time. Also I really want to see Heather read, I want to support my friend. But I REALLY dont want to have to sit there and listen to my ex-boyfriend read another one of his self-indulgent piece of shit stories! But after much though and yelling at the walls last night I've decided to go and stay for the whole thing. I'm just going to look insanely good while doing it! Got my outfit all picked out. I'll be a wee bit cold but, hey it'll be worth it. And I think I'll sit right in the front row just to screw with him. Seeing his ex right there in front will make him uncomfortable.
ha ha ha
