I'm Scared, I'm Scared, I'm Scared

I woke this morning with a giant lump on the lower right hand side of my throat. I can't swallow or speak properly. When I talk I sound as if I have autisim. I can't form full sentences and hard consonants are difficult to pronounce. I've been on Penicilin for five days now and I actually feel worse than when I started. I don't think this is strep. I have an emergency doctor's appointment in four hours. Let's pray I don't die before I get there.

Doesn't help that many of the throat symptoms I've experienced over the last five days are symptoms of various throat cancers.