Sep. 11th, 2003
Random Thoughts about People
Sep. 11th, 2003 04:29 amI'm ready for everyone in the world to drop dead. Unfortunately I'd be very lonely if that happened. But I'm just sick and tired of people. Sick of not having any friends, sick of the idiots I live with, sick of the idiots who won't give me a job, sick of knowing there's no one else out there who needs me as much as I need them.
I think
kdc4evr is mad at me cause I told her something last night I don't think she wanted to hear.
Got an email from
ninquark today. That actually made me kinda happy. It's nice to get random email from people you didn't think even remembered you were alive.
silent_t will be here in a little over a week. I'm obnoxiously excited about that. A PERSON!!! A person other than my Mom for me to have some one on one interaction with!!!! It's so exciting. When she's here I'll actually be able to get out of the house.
Why the hell doesn't anyone ever want to talk to me?
I think
Got an email from
Why the hell doesn't anyone ever want to talk to me?
Riding the Wave
Sep. 11th, 2003 12:36 pmI got my period this morning. I think my body is reacting to the day.
Dick is coming in today. Got the entire living room clean. Still have a few more things in the dining room to organize, but it's in pretty ship shape for the most part.
I had chicken for lunch. I'm so happy I can sort of eat meat again. I've come to realize that protein has a very positive effect on my body. It makes me happy and gives me energy. It's like my own personal anti-depressant.
So I've finally figured out what I want in a significant other: I want someone I love as much as my best friends. I want to feel that intensely. I want to love someone as much as I love my Deepa, and my Tina, and my Gayley (even when she's mad at me,) and my Heath-Bar, and my Melly, and my Libby, and my Elisabetta. I need someone as cool as they are.
Dick is coming in today. Got the entire living room clean. Still have a few more things in the dining room to organize, but it's in pretty ship shape for the most part.
I had chicken for lunch. I'm so happy I can sort of eat meat again. I've come to realize that protein has a very positive effect on my body. It makes me happy and gives me energy. It's like my own personal anti-depressant.
So I've finally figured out what I want in a significant other: I want someone I love as much as my best friends. I want to feel that intensely. I want to love someone as much as I love my Deepa, and my Tina, and my Gayley (even when she's mad at me,) and my Heath-Bar, and my Melly, and my Libby, and my Elisabetta. I need someone as cool as they are.
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