People is People

Looks like this will be a very eventful weekend, lots of stuff going on around campus. Friday night Bryce is having his senior art showing. His absracts are already hanging in CFA and they are all really good. Rumor has it they will all be reasonably priced so I'm going to try and buy one. I've already picked out the one I want so I'm going to get there early so I can have first dibs on it. Afterwards me, Katie, Heather, and Jeremiah are going to go see Mulholland Drive at Cinema Club.

Saturday night Katy Conover's girlfriend is performing in the Gizmo. Adrienne has made jokes about scheduling a lesbian orgy at the Human Rights Center afterwards. I'm thinking that's a really good idea ;) Same night the Hypnotist is finally coming, and even though I promised that I would go up this year, I think I'm gonna pass. I'm not even friends with half the people I made that promise to anymore. And plus lets weigh the options here, get hypnotized, go to lesbain orgy......hmmmmmm. Hard choice.

And Sunday, Heather and I are going to see Heather H in "This is the Rill Speaking." So it will be a fun filled weekend for all.

My laptop has died, or rather its hinges have died. I can't put off getting it repaired anymore. It's beginning to make scary noises. I'm gonna take it in to be serviced tomorrow, that is if I can even find the computer shop on Main street which everyone swears exists but that I have never seen in 4 years of living in this town.

Um...yeah think that's it for now. If I think of anything else of any importance I will let you know :)
C. Ya

Some Stuff I Forgot

Yeah so of course I have thought of two more things to write about. I'm so forgetful. Silly me.

Yesterday I found out that both Ruby and Tristina have been approved to do Post Bac. next year. Yay! I say the more seniors we can keep on campus the better. More friends for me! And I told Tris we don't want her living with us. She was a little irked at fisrt but she took it all in stride and seems to be okay with it now. I love people who are capable of being mature.

And Kevin told me that his girlfriend dumped him last night. boo hoo. Eh, can't say I'm all broke up about it. And I haven't told you that Danielle and Mike have gotten back together. Yeah mom told me that. That's all I know about it really. They are together just not living in the same place. They are weird. I hope this means Mike still won't be going to Portland.

I'm So Stupid

I am such a moron! I forgot that I had a radio show this afternoon! So I was sitting at home typing my earlier entries while Rob was up in the station wondering why the next DJ hadn't shown up! I can't believe I did this...AGAIN! Last term I missed...what? 2 or 3 shows? I haven't missed 2 or 3 shows in the entire 4 years I've been doing this! But I can just never remember when I'm supposed to go anymore. I'm always just so tired and grumpy that all I want to do is go home, watch TV, and sleep. I don't want to try and entertain a listening audience. Toby will probably fire me now. Maybe it's for the best. Maybe I've just been doing this for too long. I haven't really been enjoying it at all this year. Maybe I should just resign and let someone else have my slot. It's an option.

Also I can't think of anything to write for my homework. I have yet to turn in any written work in my teaching class, we have a short assignment due tomorrow and I can't think of anything to write. I had an idea yesterday but right now I just cant find the words. And I want to work on my intro but I don't have the words to do that either. Maybe I should just throw in the towel. Goddess all I do these days is....nothing really. I don't even sleep. I just find new ways to waste time. The computer is my current favorite (as you can see.) I also watch too much TV, and do a lot of laundry. Goddess could I be any dorkier?

And while I'm beating myself up, can I tell you how fat I feel! I know I'm not fat. 140 isn't fat, not at my height. But I feel it. None of my clothes fit anymore, they don't look good on me and I can't afford to buy new ones. And now its starting to be spring so I want to look pretty and wear all my tight fitting and sexy clothes, but I can't because they make me look bad. I'm such a lump. All I do is eat and sit on my ass. I should start walking again but I have no energy or motivation for it.

I feel ugly and lazy and stupid, and irresponsible.