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I Miss You
Apr. 5th, 2002 02:06 pmI Miss You by Stevie Nicks, that's the song I have going through my head. It's so sad and happy and beautiful all at the same time. I remember when Kevin and I were going out I would think of him everytime I heard it. It made me smile. It still does. If you haven't heard it I suggest you go download the MP3 right away.
I have a lot of songs that remind me of exs. But I Miss You isn't a specifically Kevin song. It is general enough so that I can still listen to it without automatically thinking of him. It sux when you associate a good song so strongly with another person that you can't listen to it anymore. But we all have songs like that. And we all have one particular song that we associate with each break up. I do anyway. Sure I may have LOTS of songs that I attach to a break up but there is always one song that I play just a little more often then all the others.
I was thinking last night about what ONE song I connect to each break up and/or parting of ways. Here was the list I came up with.
Dannielle- Untouchable Face by Ani Difranco
Moses- Burn by The Cure
Wes R- Tear in Your Hand by Tori Amos
Jason- You're So Vain by Carly Simon
Marc- The Power of Goodbye by Madonna
Kevin- Poem for a Horse by Shakira
I don't think I ever had a particular song attached to Clark. But since we had our big blow up fight on the same day we went to the Ani Difranco concert, when we stopped talking I couldn't listen to any Ani for 10 months afterwards because it would just remind me of him. When I finally felt ready to listen to her again the first song I listened to was Pulse. How is that for irony? Also it took me a while to pin down Wes R's song. I was listening to a lot of Tori Amos during that period and I have lots of Tori songs associated with that experience. Silent all these years, Father Lucifer, Doughnut Song, to name a few. But Tear was the one I listened to over and over again and which still makes me think of him and Leigh.
Why am I going on this rant? No reason, just because I've been thinking about relationships and music. And I think of the girls they are all happy with now. Almost all of them are now in steady long term relationships, and those relationships all came directly after me. Maybe I'm a good luck charm? Maybe my residual energy on their bodies draws the correct relationships to them? Hee hee.
In other news I made an appointment to go see a new counseling person. I'm going to see some lady named Tammy on Monday. She isn't Dan so that's good. We will see what she can do about..well...the disaster that is me!
Enough for now. Time to play Neopets :)
I have a lot of songs that remind me of exs. But I Miss You isn't a specifically Kevin song. It is general enough so that I can still listen to it without automatically thinking of him. It sux when you associate a good song so strongly with another person that you can't listen to it anymore. But we all have songs like that. And we all have one particular song that we associate with each break up. I do anyway. Sure I may have LOTS of songs that I attach to a break up but there is always one song that I play just a little more often then all the others.
I was thinking last night about what ONE song I connect to each break up and/or parting of ways. Here was the list I came up with.
Dannielle- Untouchable Face by Ani Difranco
Moses- Burn by The Cure
Wes R- Tear in Your Hand by Tori Amos
Jason- You're So Vain by Carly Simon
Marc- The Power of Goodbye by Madonna
Kevin- Poem for a Horse by Shakira
I don't think I ever had a particular song attached to Clark. But since we had our big blow up fight on the same day we went to the Ani Difranco concert, when we stopped talking I couldn't listen to any Ani for 10 months afterwards because it would just remind me of him. When I finally felt ready to listen to her again the first song I listened to was Pulse. How is that for irony? Also it took me a while to pin down Wes R's song. I was listening to a lot of Tori Amos during that period and I have lots of Tori songs associated with that experience. Silent all these years, Father Lucifer, Doughnut Song, to name a few. But Tear was the one I listened to over and over again and which still makes me think of him and Leigh.
Why am I going on this rant? No reason, just because I've been thinking about relationships and music. And I think of the girls they are all happy with now. Almost all of them are now in steady long term relationships, and those relationships all came directly after me. Maybe I'm a good luck charm? Maybe my residual energy on their bodies draws the correct relationships to them? Hee hee.
In other news I made an appointment to go see a new counseling person. I'm going to see some lady named Tammy on Monday. She isn't Dan so that's good. We will see what she can do about..well...the disaster that is me!
Enough for now. Time to play Neopets :)
