All the Lonely People

Why does everyone on this campus need to be in therapy? Were we all emotionally fucked up before we got here? Or did the school somehow contribute to the faltering levels of self-esteem and idiocy that one finds splattering the campus?

I was reading Moses's online journal today. Damn is that boy screwed up. He sounds like I did my freshman year, not going to classes, plagued by romantic dilemmas. I almost wanna hug him. Almost. What I really wanna do is tell him to go see Dan Larson. I wanna tell all of my friends to get on meds and see a doctor because they are all severely fucked up at the moment.

Lindsey and Dave sent me a singing valentine in Philosophy class. It was so cute :) I was gonna skip fiction class today but noww I have to go. Maybe some one will send me another one in that class.

It's Valentine's day and I wish I had someone to enjoy my temporary double single with, but instead I will be over at Lindsey's eating pizza and watching horror movies. So what else is new?

I'll write later if anything interesting happens. If not I shall talk to you tomorrow.

Quote of the day:
"Lets make out and save the whales."
-Wes Williams to Heather Holmquist

Another Day

Hi

I don't really feel like writing but I feel an obligation to even though I don't think I'm going to make this a public entry. And why you ask? Well because I've been dealing with the issue of ethics today. I want to write about a secret someone told me and asked me not to share with anyone, particularly the people who I know read this journal on a regular basis. You know me, usually I don't care whose dirty laundry I air out in this thing, but I really dont want to expose Lindsey's secret. So this entry will remain private because she doesn't want any one to know yet that Depaul didnt accept her to law school.

Yes she got her rejection letter today and said she nearly cried. Plus she found out that her Kevin is seeing someone so that didn't help matters. But she LOVED my valentine! Kristin Miserocchi, Evie Decherd and Helen Scharber sang it to her (the GOOD singers.) She said she was all embarassed and surprised and she adores me :)
I made her day.

In other news Gemma has mono. But even that did not stop her from coming over here tonight and delivering Christopher's valentine's day treat, a long stemmed rose and a shakespearean sonnet. She said he was so surprised he giggled! Christopher Green giggled, can you imagine that?

Today im wearing one of my new Goodwill skirts. It's long and flowery and moves very well. Everyone said I looked pretty today.

I been thinking about Kevin and if it is even possible for me to like him again. I mean he betrayed my trust. And because of it I have fallen into my neutral arena. That place I retreat to when someone hurts my feelings or disappoints me. I stop caring about them. The only person to ever bounce back into my good graces after having been banished there was Clark and he only managed it after 3 years!

Still behind on my work. Let's see tomorrow I need to print out and deliver my poem to Monica, write/type 4 more pages of fiction, redo my Philosophy paper and write a new poem for small group. ugh.

Why have I been such a lazy bum lately. All I want to do is sleep and play on the internet. I suck.