morrigirl | On the Prowl

I finally did it. Today i sent out my very first resumes to potential employers. I responded to two ads in the Village Voice, one for the position of Legal Assistant at Lambda Legal, and another for a receptionist position.

Now that I don't have Josh to think about, I need something to do with myself so the job search is gonna take his place. Isn't that fuct up? I can only do one thing at a time, and everything I do is aimed at keeping myself from actually evaluating my life. Josh was my distraction and now that I won't be seeing him anymore, I'm using the job hunt as a distraction. I've been online all day today just looking up resume emailing etiquette and researching various organizations.

Pretty screwed up don'tcha think? On the down side, job hunting is merely a way of distracting myself from the fact that Josh gave me my walking papers, but on the up side, his decision made me get serious about the job search.

I sure do work in mysterious ways.