The New LJ Layout Sucks Big Cow Balls
Sep. 5th, 2003 03:43 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlThat's right, I've decided I hate the new layout. It's too bright, too happy, too baby blue :-p. Not only that but it's harder to navigate. I liked it better when all the commands were right there on the left hand side of the screen. I don't like having to search for the link I need.
I meant to write last night but just wasn't feeling motivated enough. Yesterday I went for a nice long walk in the rain. Trudged down to the Barnes and Noble on 64th street hoping to find a Sims Deluxe Edition or Livin Large strategy guide, but to no avail. Wound up buying the regular Sims strategy guide.
Was a nice walk though. I didn't bring an umberella because it wasn't really raining, just misting. Still, after walking a mile to and fro in the mist, I was quite wet when I got home.
A cute bot smiled at me in the street yesterday. He, like myself, was not carrying an umberella. He was tall. I like tall. He had long dark brown hair. I like long dark brown hair. He had glasses. I think glasses make people look smart. He was hot. And he smiled at me. I of course smiled a little and looked away because I can't maintain eye contact with strangers who show interest in me. But it was nice to know that I'm not invisible to EVERY attractive guy on the planet.
And I'm still pissed at my Mom. I thought I had come up with the perfect compromise. I suggested that she and I, or she, dad, and I split the cost of my wisdom tooth removal. That way none of us would be hit terribly hard by the expense. Great idea, no? Well Mom wouldn't even discuss it with me. She just said "We'll see," her patented motherly euphemisms for "NO!" I was shocked. I explained the logic of it to her, and she was just like "Well I don't know how much it will cost so I can't make a dicision." And I'm thinking, no matter how much it costs my plan enables everyone to emerge a winner! Just say yes, and let me call the doc and make a god damn appointment!!!! I know SHE won't do it!!! I can't stand her, she doesn't want me to call, but she won't do it, and then if I keep bitching about it she'll be all like "Well why don't you get off your ass and call?!" I hate her she is such a hypocrite! This is the kind of fucked up mixed messaging that has shaped me into the completely confused, mentally paralyzed, insecure person I am!!! If I call she'll yell at me, if I don't call and I keep nagging her about it, she'll yell at me. THe only option that saves me from her is totally giving up the idea of getting my tooth out which I'm not going to do.
God I hate typing about her. I never mean to go on about her as long as Iusually do. But once I get started I just can't stop. I don't get to vent to anyone about what it's like to live with her. I'm constantly on my toes, I never know when she's gonna find something new to blame on me, or raz me about. So i just write it all out here, and I get so angry as I'm doing it that by the time I finish an entry I feel like I'm about to have an anuerysm.
Better quit before my head explodes.
I meant to write last night but just wasn't feeling motivated enough. Yesterday I went for a nice long walk in the rain. Trudged down to the Barnes and Noble on 64th street hoping to find a Sims Deluxe Edition or Livin Large strategy guide, but to no avail. Wound up buying the regular Sims strategy guide.
Was a nice walk though. I didn't bring an umberella because it wasn't really raining, just misting. Still, after walking a mile to and fro in the mist, I was quite wet when I got home.
A cute bot smiled at me in the street yesterday. He, like myself, was not carrying an umberella. He was tall. I like tall. He had long dark brown hair. I like long dark brown hair. He had glasses. I think glasses make people look smart. He was hot. And he smiled at me. I of course smiled a little and looked away because I can't maintain eye contact with strangers who show interest in me. But it was nice to know that I'm not invisible to EVERY attractive guy on the planet.
And I'm still pissed at my Mom. I thought I had come up with the perfect compromise. I suggested that she and I, or she, dad, and I split the cost of my wisdom tooth removal. That way none of us would be hit terribly hard by the expense. Great idea, no? Well Mom wouldn't even discuss it with me. She just said "We'll see," her patented motherly euphemisms for "NO!" I was shocked. I explained the logic of it to her, and she was just like "Well I don't know how much it will cost so I can't make a dicision." And I'm thinking, no matter how much it costs my plan enables everyone to emerge a winner! Just say yes, and let me call the doc and make a god damn appointment!!!! I know SHE won't do it!!! I can't stand her, she doesn't want me to call, but she won't do it, and then if I keep bitching about it she'll be all like "Well why don't you get off your ass and call?!" I hate her she is such a hypocrite! This is the kind of fucked up mixed messaging that has shaped me into the completely confused, mentally paralyzed, insecure person I am!!! If I call she'll yell at me, if I don't call and I keep nagging her about it, she'll yell at me. THe only option that saves me from her is totally giving up the idea of getting my tooth out which I'm not going to do.
God I hate typing about her. I never mean to go on about her as long as Iusually do. But once I get started I just can't stop. I don't get to vent to anyone about what it's like to live with her. I'm constantly on my toes, I never know when she's gonna find something new to blame on me, or raz me about. So i just write it all out here, and I get so angry as I'm doing it that by the time I finish an entry I feel like I'm about to have an anuerysm.
Better quit before my head explodes.
