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Jan. 16th, 2003 01:14 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlI give up.
I throw up my hands, and head for the door.
Stick a fork in me, I'm done.
In the course of 24 hours Gemma has managed to attract the attention of two of the fellas I currently fancy. One of them even asked her out to dinner! I'm so jealous. I was asking her today, "What do you do that makes everyone love you so much?"
I just don't get it.
Maybe I just have really horrible taste in guys. Maybe I'm just incurably drawn to guys I know I have no chance with. A few nights ago I made a list of the crush worthy young men on campus. There aren't many, maybe 20 or so. At least 6 of those have girlfriends, two are interested in Gemma, a few are out of the country, and the remaining ones don't know I'm alive. There are even fewer crush worthy women around here. I counted 6, one of whom is out of the country, and the rest who all have boyfriends :-p
Gemma keeps saying she wants to set me up with someone, but it's not gonna happen. She's prolly gonna become single very soon. At least that's what it sounded like when I spoke with her this afternoon. She'll be busy finding a new honey for herself.
But this is really bothering me now. I wanna know what is it about me that makes guys rule me out as a potential romantic partner? I want fucking specifics. Not that I'd change myself for anyone, I'd just like to know what the hell is so terrible about me. Am I ugly? Do I smell bad? Am I stupid? What?
Gemma never even tries and guys just fall at her feet! When I try to land someone, I can't. When I don't try, they just ignore me anyway. What's the fucking deal?
I dunno.
I throw up my hands, and head for the door.
Stick a fork in me, I'm done.
In the course of 24 hours Gemma has managed to attract the attention of two of the fellas I currently fancy. One of them even asked her out to dinner! I'm so jealous. I was asking her today, "What do you do that makes everyone love you so much?"
I just don't get it.
Maybe I just have really horrible taste in guys. Maybe I'm just incurably drawn to guys I know I have no chance with. A few nights ago I made a list of the crush worthy young men on campus. There aren't many, maybe 20 or so. At least 6 of those have girlfriends, two are interested in Gemma, a few are out of the country, and the remaining ones don't know I'm alive. There are even fewer crush worthy women around here. I counted 6, one of whom is out of the country, and the rest who all have boyfriends :-p
Gemma keeps saying she wants to set me up with someone, but it's not gonna happen. She's prolly gonna become single very soon. At least that's what it sounded like when I spoke with her this afternoon. She'll be busy finding a new honey for herself.
But this is really bothering me now. I wanna know what is it about me that makes guys rule me out as a potential romantic partner? I want fucking specifics. Not that I'd change myself for anyone, I'd just like to know what the hell is so terrible about me. Am I ugly? Do I smell bad? Am I stupid? What?
Gemma never even tries and guys just fall at her feet! When I try to land someone, I can't. When I don't try, they just ignore me anyway. What's the fucking deal?
I dunno.
