The Willow Effect
Oct. 17th, 2002 02:40 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlI guess Mary wasn't bright enough to clue into the lesson of the Buffy season finale last year: that you should never fuck with a Witch who has just lost a loved one, and has since discovered not only that God doesn't exist, but that Karma is bullshit and morality is a man made concept.
I'm suddenly remembering some of the stuff I learned in High School, like if someone hits you, you hit them back. Bitch crossed a line last night, and now I'm gonna have to make her pay.
She seems to have stumbled upon a six month old entry I wrote way back in March in which I badmouth her. Gayle informed me over the weekend that Mary, for some unknown reason, still reads my journal, so I wasn't terribly surprised to find her feedback.
Basically she hurled every cliched insult she could come up with in my face. Called me delusional, said I had no sense of self, said that all of my friends hate me (*giggles* look who's talking) blah blah blah blah. That didn't upset me. Great thing about having low self-esteem is that no one can come up with ANY insult that you haven't already turned on yourself years before, if not decades before.
What pissed me off was the stab she took at Kirk. Mind you I haven't spoken to the girl since graduation, I never told her about Kirk, she didn't know him, any and all information she gleaned about him came from this journal. So while telling me how I will never ever make any friends ever ever again, she said, and I quote:
"Good luck making new friends...no, I mean LIVING friends."
I don't mind being hated and slandered, I've dealt with it all my life. And when you have someone as petty as Mary in your life it is only to be expected. She can insult me all she wants, she can't come up with anything worse then the thoughts I think about myself. But it is just cruel and heartless to make fun of someones death. Words cannot describe the anger that is flowing through me. It's a good thing she graduated because I swear if she was still on campus I would have grabbed one of Gemma's carving knives and gone over to her apartment last night! The thought of getting arrested for assualt really wasn't half as scary as the thought of slicing part of her body was satisfying.
And for someone with no friends, I sure had a lot of fucking back up when I shared the news of her vindictive act today. People out here who calls her "friends" were saying things like "Oh my God what a fucking bitch! You want me to hurt her?"
No no, I don't want anyone to hurt her, that's my job. Obviously the girl has no soul not to mention that she's a damn coward for posting a message where she thought I wouldn't see it. Shit if you're gonna be confrontational for christs sake be confrontational. What am I going to do you ask? Well...that's for me to know, and her to discover when the boils start popping up.
I'm suddenly remembering some of the stuff I learned in High School, like if someone hits you, you hit them back. Bitch crossed a line last night, and now I'm gonna have to make her pay.
She seems to have stumbled upon a six month old entry I wrote way back in March in which I badmouth her. Gayle informed me over the weekend that Mary, for some unknown reason, still reads my journal, so I wasn't terribly surprised to find her feedback.
Basically she hurled every cliched insult she could come up with in my face. Called me delusional, said I had no sense of self, said that all of my friends hate me (*giggles* look who's talking) blah blah blah blah. That didn't upset me. Great thing about having low self-esteem is that no one can come up with ANY insult that you haven't already turned on yourself years before, if not decades before.
What pissed me off was the stab she took at Kirk. Mind you I haven't spoken to the girl since graduation, I never told her about Kirk, she didn't know him, any and all information she gleaned about him came from this journal. So while telling me how I will never ever make any friends ever ever again, she said, and I quote:
"Good luck making new friends...no, I mean LIVING friends."
I don't mind being hated and slandered, I've dealt with it all my life. And when you have someone as petty as Mary in your life it is only to be expected. She can insult me all she wants, she can't come up with anything worse then the thoughts I think about myself. But it is just cruel and heartless to make fun of someones death. Words cannot describe the anger that is flowing through me. It's a good thing she graduated because I swear if she was still on campus I would have grabbed one of Gemma's carving knives and gone over to her apartment last night! The thought of getting arrested for assualt really wasn't half as scary as the thought of slicing part of her body was satisfying.
And for someone with no friends, I sure had a lot of fucking back up when I shared the news of her vindictive act today. People out here who calls her "friends" were saying things like "Oh my God what a fucking bitch! You want me to hurt her?"
No no, I don't want anyone to hurt her, that's my job. Obviously the girl has no soul not to mention that she's a damn coward for posting a message where she thought I wouldn't see it. Shit if you're gonna be confrontational for christs sake be confrontational. What am I going to do you ask? Well...that's for me to know, and her to discover when the boils start popping up.
