Don't Forget FLUFFY
Jul. 30th, 2002 05:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlWhat the fuck! Kevin IMed me today! I haven't spoken to him in darn near three months. WHAT THE HELL WAS HE THINKING? That just because I had an away message up alluding to my new love interest that all is forgiven and I'm ready to be his friend? What planet does he live on? Jesus Christ the boy treated me like shit and I have all the emails and IM conversations to prove it! He made me want to kill myself for crying out loud! And he thinks just cause I'm seeing someone that it's all water under the bridge? WHATEVER! Luckily I am smarter then I was three months ago. I ignored his IM and have now blocked him from my buddy list permanently. Let's face it, the two of us were never friends. All we did was fuck. He was never supportive of me, he would disagree with everything I said, and he was never consistent so I never felt I could count on him. I don't want or need him as a friend, lover, or even acquaintence. It was dumb to get involved with him in the first place. I refuse to continue the stupidity by allowing him back in my life.
In other news, I'm still trying to keep track of my negative thoughts and the purposes they serve. Yesterday I caught 14. It's kind of hard to notice mine mainly because my worst thoughts occur at night when I'm going to sleep. I lay in bed all quiet and alone and the most terrible ideas enter my head. It's hard to write down observations when you are trying to sleep. But I think I did pretty well yesterday, all things considered, and I'm staying vigilent today.
I'm beginning to realize how many people I need to write letters and emails to. I've been MIA for I'd say two weeks now, haven't had any contact with anyone out of state. Let's see, I need to write or email.....
Gayle
Heather
Miriam
Katie
Angie
Deepa
Mel
Maybe they will read this list and know that I have not forgotten about them, rather, I'm just lazy.
And speaking of not fogetting people, I'm still recieving feedback on my "Away" entry. Today Heather H. wrote me. Isn't that sweet? Hi Heather *waves.* I miss you too :)
Okay, enough silly billy, I have a world to take over Mwa ha ha!!!!!
In other news, I'm still trying to keep track of my negative thoughts and the purposes they serve. Yesterday I caught 14. It's kind of hard to notice mine mainly because my worst thoughts occur at night when I'm going to sleep. I lay in bed all quiet and alone and the most terrible ideas enter my head. It's hard to write down observations when you are trying to sleep. But I think I did pretty well yesterday, all things considered, and I'm staying vigilent today.
I'm beginning to realize how many people I need to write letters and emails to. I've been MIA for I'd say two weeks now, haven't had any contact with anyone out of state. Let's see, I need to write or email.....
Gayle
Heather
Miriam
Katie
Angie
Deepa
Mel
Maybe they will read this list and know that I have not forgotten about them, rather, I'm just lazy.
And speaking of not fogetting people, I'm still recieving feedback on my "Away" entry. Today Heather H. wrote me. Isn't that sweet? Hi Heather *waves.* I miss you too :)
Okay, enough silly billy, I have a world to take over Mwa ha ha!!!!!
