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morrigirlAll right it finally happened, I couldn't hold it back. I cried.
I cried after saying goodbye to Heather. Figures it would be Heather who extracted tears from my eyes. Again, just couldn't stop hugging her. And the thought that it would be three years at the very least before I get to hug her again was too much. As I walked away from her, T, Ruby, and Steffi on my way over to Adrienne's, I started sobbing.
And the tears just started coming and they wouldn't stop. And I cried and cried and cried, and let myself feel the hurt of losing them.
Eventually I was able to compose myself enough to go see Adrienne. She was able to cheer me up. We just sat round talking and laughing for a half hour. It was a great pick me up.
And now I must continue the packing ordeal, which is almost complete now. Just a few more items to go and then I can go to bed in good conscience.
I'm glad Adrienne was able to make me feel better. I will miss her. And I'm glad I let myself cry for this loss. I'm sure it will take a few more weeks before it really sets in. But I will be back next year. My friends may be gone but I fight on!
I remember how hard I cried the day Heather and Erin dropped me off at the airport when I thought I was going to quit school. How much pain and panic I felt at having to leave them. But leaving people is not all that bad really. Mel and Libby both left, but even though I don't see them everyday, they are still in my life and I still love them as dearly as I did four years ago.
No one ever leaves, they just move on.
Goddess bless.
I cried after saying goodbye to Heather. Figures it would be Heather who extracted tears from my eyes. Again, just couldn't stop hugging her. And the thought that it would be three years at the very least before I get to hug her again was too much. As I walked away from her, T, Ruby, and Steffi on my way over to Adrienne's, I started sobbing.
And the tears just started coming and they wouldn't stop. And I cried and cried and cried, and let myself feel the hurt of losing them.
Eventually I was able to compose myself enough to go see Adrienne. She was able to cheer me up. We just sat round talking and laughing for a half hour. It was a great pick me up.
And now I must continue the packing ordeal, which is almost complete now. Just a few more items to go and then I can go to bed in good conscience.
I'm glad Adrienne was able to make me feel better. I will miss her. And I'm glad I let myself cry for this loss. I'm sure it will take a few more weeks before it really sets in. But I will be back next year. My friends may be gone but I fight on!
I remember how hard I cried the day Heather and Erin dropped me off at the airport when I thought I was going to quit school. How much pain and panic I felt at having to leave them. But leaving people is not all that bad really. Mel and Libby both left, but even though I don't see them everyday, they are still in my life and I still love them as dearly as I did four years ago.
No one ever leaves, they just move on.
Goddess bless.
