Less Then 24 Hours
Jun. 7th, 2002 08:29 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
morrigirlThis entire room looks like Carla exploded. I've been packing and shipping and dusting all day long. There are boxes and blankets and papers and clothes EVERYWHERE! Tina hasn't come around yet and it's just as well, there really isn't room in here for another body.
Sorry I haven't written lately, I've just been horribly busy. Yesterday we had the senior cook out which was fun, then I went to the party at Cherry Street. Not really my scene but I felt like I had an obligation to be there. There were some good parts to the evening. Dave came and talked to me. He and Lindsey are now officially on the outs and he wanted to let me know before he left that he never had any problem with me and that the only reason he stopped talking to me was because Lindsey told him to. Which is pretty lame I must admit, but now that they aren't friends anymore he is finally doing his own thing again. He's talking to Tessa and Katja and it's all good. Dave gave me his new email address and told me to keep in touch. Now that I know he doesn't hate me, I will.
But over all I felt very out of place and alone at the party. I'm not a mingler or a drinker. I was surrounded by all these people who I felt that I didn't have any connection with. And as people got more and more drunk I decided to leave because all I could feel was a growing distance between me and them.
We were saying last night that it is time. It's time for everyone to graduate. 4 years is enough time, we don't need to live with each other anymore. It's time to move on. We conversed about those who we feel aren't dealing with the transition very well. I feel as if the class of 2002's time is up. I'm going to miss everyone, but at the same time I'm happy they are all going on their separate ways. We had a blast, and now it's time to go off to places we can each have our own individual blasts. Does that make sense?
Oh and I must included this. The cat is now officially out of the bag. Yes, everyone knows about Tina and Steffi so I don't have to keep her identity secret anymore. They were walking around holding hands all day yesterday. It was the cutest thing I've seen in a long time. This is the first time I've actually liked my best friends significant other. Usually I'm jealous when my friends start dating someone because that means they have less time for me. And I do wish T were home a little more often, but I like Steffi. Steffi was my friend before T and her even started seeing each other. So I don't really mind. They are both happy and I like that.
Okay enough jibber jabber, back to the packing :)
Sorry I haven't written lately, I've just been horribly busy. Yesterday we had the senior cook out which was fun, then I went to the party at Cherry Street. Not really my scene but I felt like I had an obligation to be there. There were some good parts to the evening. Dave came and talked to me. He and Lindsey are now officially on the outs and he wanted to let me know before he left that he never had any problem with me and that the only reason he stopped talking to me was because Lindsey told him to. Which is pretty lame I must admit, but now that they aren't friends anymore he is finally doing his own thing again. He's talking to Tessa and Katja and it's all good. Dave gave me his new email address and told me to keep in touch. Now that I know he doesn't hate me, I will.
But over all I felt very out of place and alone at the party. I'm not a mingler or a drinker. I was surrounded by all these people who I felt that I didn't have any connection with. And as people got more and more drunk I decided to leave because all I could feel was a growing distance between me and them.
We were saying last night that it is time. It's time for everyone to graduate. 4 years is enough time, we don't need to live with each other anymore. It's time to move on. We conversed about those who we feel aren't dealing with the transition very well. I feel as if the class of 2002's time is up. I'm going to miss everyone, but at the same time I'm happy they are all going on their separate ways. We had a blast, and now it's time to go off to places we can each have our own individual blasts. Does that make sense?
Oh and I must included this. The cat is now officially out of the bag. Yes, everyone knows about Tina and Steffi so I don't have to keep her identity secret anymore. They were walking around holding hands all day yesterday. It was the cutest thing I've seen in a long time. This is the first time I've actually liked my best friends significant other. Usually I'm jealous when my friends start dating someone because that means they have less time for me. And I do wish T were home a little more often, but I like Steffi. Steffi was my friend before T and her even started seeing each other. So I don't really mind. They are both happy and I like that.
Okay enough jibber jabber, back to the packing :)
