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morrigirlI spent the entire day out and about :) I left the house at 2:30 this afternoon, didn't get home until 11:30. I am very proud of myself.
I would have stayed in the dorm all day, only it was just too hot. I woke up sweating, and after taking a shower found that the air was so humid I couldn't even dry off properly. T was taking a nap, so being overly hot and having no reason to stay in the room, I went over to the library where they have air conditioning. I took my new book and planned to go read for a while.
On the way over I ran into Norman, who I hugged really tight and told how much I would miss him next year.
I got the the library and basked in the AC. At 3:30 I went over to the Gizmo to get breakfast. There I ran into Adrienne and Dave K. I sat around and talked to them for an hour. After deciding to meet in an hour for dinner, I went back to the lovely cool haven of the library and continued reading.
Met Adrienne for dinner. Dave, Mim, and T wound up joining us. Mim has a job set up for herself after graduation and plans on moving in with her boyfrind. All the seniors seem set. They all have a plan and sound like they will be able to make it after graduation. I'm glad.
After dinner Adrienne and I, dorks that we are, went back to the library and read our respective books together. We propped our feet up on the table and played footie with each other and made fun of the Beta's playing soft ball outside. It was very cute. Soon Dave reappeared and we all had fun political conversation. Around 11 Adrienne and I went to the Gizmo for a pre-midnight snack.
I like hanging out with Adrienne a whole lot. She is terribly cool, and even though I feel kind of dumb and speechless sometimes I really enjoy talking to her. I still feel like I should be making a move, but now that I'm feeling better I don't know if I want to. Oh you've heard this before! It's my eternal dilemma: do I want...something, or do I not want anything? Some nights I would kill to be kissed, others I'm glad I have my books to keep me warm.
I feel uncomfortable hanging out with her alone in my room. I feel like I have to do something, like I have to be entertaining, I have to be interesting, I have to...DO something. Today was one of those days i just wanted my books to keep me warm. So I was happy to keep Adrienne's company in the nice cool space of the library just flirting, and talking, and having fun.
I'm trying not to worry, or push myself, or conversely, to seem too stand-offish.
I have lots of friends I need to spend time with before the end of the week. I must go roller skating on Monday, then there's the big Jalisco's outing on Wednesday, and we need to do ghost story night, and Buffy night again.
But today was fine. It was both relaxing, and social. It is rare that I can find ways to mix those two activites. I guess I have Adrienne to thank for that, for being as nerdy and bookish as I am :)
I would have stayed in the dorm all day, only it was just too hot. I woke up sweating, and after taking a shower found that the air was so humid I couldn't even dry off properly. T was taking a nap, so being overly hot and having no reason to stay in the room, I went over to the library where they have air conditioning. I took my new book and planned to go read for a while.
On the way over I ran into Norman, who I hugged really tight and told how much I would miss him next year.
I got the the library and basked in the AC. At 3:30 I went over to the Gizmo to get breakfast. There I ran into Adrienne and Dave K. I sat around and talked to them for an hour. After deciding to meet in an hour for dinner, I went back to the lovely cool haven of the library and continued reading.
Met Adrienne for dinner. Dave, Mim, and T wound up joining us. Mim has a job set up for herself after graduation and plans on moving in with her boyfrind. All the seniors seem set. They all have a plan and sound like they will be able to make it after graduation. I'm glad.
After dinner Adrienne and I, dorks that we are, went back to the library and read our respective books together. We propped our feet up on the table and played footie with each other and made fun of the Beta's playing soft ball outside. It was very cute. Soon Dave reappeared and we all had fun political conversation. Around 11 Adrienne and I went to the Gizmo for a pre-midnight snack.
I like hanging out with Adrienne a whole lot. She is terribly cool, and even though I feel kind of dumb and speechless sometimes I really enjoy talking to her. I still feel like I should be making a move, but now that I'm feeling better I don't know if I want to. Oh you've heard this before! It's my eternal dilemma: do I want...something, or do I not want anything? Some nights I would kill to be kissed, others I'm glad I have my books to keep me warm.
I feel uncomfortable hanging out with her alone in my room. I feel like I have to do something, like I have to be entertaining, I have to be interesting, I have to...DO something. Today was one of those days i just wanted my books to keep me warm. So I was happy to keep Adrienne's company in the nice cool space of the library just flirting, and talking, and having fun.
I'm trying not to worry, or push myself, or conversely, to seem too stand-offish.
I have lots of friends I need to spend time with before the end of the week. I must go roller skating on Monday, then there's the big Jalisco's outing on Wednesday, and we need to do ghost story night, and Buffy night again.
But today was fine. It was both relaxing, and social. It is rare that I can find ways to mix those two activites. I guess I have Adrienne to thank for that, for being as nerdy and bookish as I am :)
