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morrigirlJeez Louise, everybody got action last night except for me! Gayle got some, Clark got some, Heather got some. Why don't I get any?
Am I ugly or something? God just listening to everyone's exploits makes me feel like such shit! I am constantly feeling defective these days, CONSTANTLY! The only times I feel happy is when I'm doing my homework. Now how pathetic is that? Confidence resides in my ability to analyze literature. Alotta good that'll do me.
I just wanna go home. Can I go home? I feel confident at home. I feel good at home. I just want this term to be over and all the drama to end, and everyone to graduate so I can sink back into myself and feel whole again. Shit!
Why do I feel so awful all the time? I don't think these meds are working anymore. I may have stopped wanting to hurt myself but I still feel inherently flawed. If I had any free time to go see a counselor I would. But Dan Larson is useless, I've tired of his stratagies, they don't work for me. And I can't haul my ass out to Bridgeway every week.
I just want to get out of this setting. I'm beginning to feel the way I did at the end of freshman year, like I've worn out my welcome, like I've burned all my bridges. I don't like that.
I just want out of here :(
Am I ugly or something? God just listening to everyone's exploits makes me feel like such shit! I am constantly feeling defective these days, CONSTANTLY! The only times I feel happy is when I'm doing my homework. Now how pathetic is that? Confidence resides in my ability to analyze literature. Alotta good that'll do me.
I just wanna go home. Can I go home? I feel confident at home. I feel good at home. I just want this term to be over and all the drama to end, and everyone to graduate so I can sink back into myself and feel whole again. Shit!
Why do I feel so awful all the time? I don't think these meds are working anymore. I may have stopped wanting to hurt myself but I still feel inherently flawed. If I had any free time to go see a counselor I would. But Dan Larson is useless, I've tired of his stratagies, they don't work for me. And I can't haul my ass out to Bridgeway every week.
I just want to get out of this setting. I'm beginning to feel the way I did at the end of freshman year, like I've worn out my welcome, like I've burned all my bridges. I don't like that.
I just want out of here :(
