Take Me Home Tonight
Mar. 23rd, 2002 01:32 pmI can't wait for school to be over. I am so tired of Knox and I'm tired of this town. I miss the city so bad. I miss going for walks and sleeping in my own bed. I miss eating REAL food, and having my oldest friends near by. If I could go home tomorrow and not have it impede my graduation date I would so do it. Well, I'm two months and three classes away from summer vactation and then I get to lay around and indulge in all the things I miss for three whole months.
And let's not forget that with June comes my BIRTHDAY!!! Yes ma'am this year of my life will be over and praise Goddess for that. 22 has SUCKED!!! Really, it was almost as bad as 19. Lets re-cap shall we? Okay first, over last summer I was stuck here in Galesburg working a tedious job, I developed a second cyst, got my first yeast infection, was physically and emotionally burnt out, had major fight with Mary and we stopped talking, then school starts, I winde up living with a bunch of obnoxious Tri Delts, Marc breaks up with me clear out of the blue, I discover that my workload is too heavy and I have to drop one of my classes, WTC comes down, I get severely depressed and have to start taking medication again, I start smoking again, Tina gets hurt, Michael moves out of the house, Kevin breaks up with me, I get severely sick, am misdiagnosed, and winde up having to take two incompletes in my classes because Im sick for two weeks, Lindsey stops talking to me....AND THE YEAR ISNT OVER YET!!!!!! What the hell else can fate throw at me?
I can't wait for 23. I hope it'll be good. I hope I can make it good somehow. I really don't want to stay for Senior Week anymore, I'm really anxious to get out of here. But Gemma keeps reminding me that there are people who I should see graduate. She has a great idea that we should give daisies to all our friends on graduation day :) I think that would be sweet.
And I have ONE day now to finish my incompletes. Have an entire paper to write. I'm scared but I'm gonna get it done, yes I am! It may suck but I'll be damned if I'm gonna ask for an extension. I just want this shit over and done with! You can do it Carla, you can do it. Just remember to breathe.
ciao
And let's not forget that with June comes my BIRTHDAY!!! Yes ma'am this year of my life will be over and praise Goddess for that. 22 has SUCKED!!! Really, it was almost as bad as 19. Lets re-cap shall we? Okay first, over last summer I was stuck here in Galesburg working a tedious job, I developed a second cyst, got my first yeast infection, was physically and emotionally burnt out, had major fight with Mary and we stopped talking, then school starts, I winde up living with a bunch of obnoxious Tri Delts, Marc breaks up with me clear out of the blue, I discover that my workload is too heavy and I have to drop one of my classes, WTC comes down, I get severely depressed and have to start taking medication again, I start smoking again, Tina gets hurt, Michael moves out of the house, Kevin breaks up with me, I get severely sick, am misdiagnosed, and winde up having to take two incompletes in my classes because Im sick for two weeks, Lindsey stops talking to me....AND THE YEAR ISNT OVER YET!!!!!! What the hell else can fate throw at me?
I can't wait for 23. I hope it'll be good. I hope I can make it good somehow. I really don't want to stay for Senior Week anymore, I'm really anxious to get out of here. But Gemma keeps reminding me that there are people who I should see graduate. She has a great idea that we should give daisies to all our friends on graduation day :) I think that would be sweet.
And I have ONE day now to finish my incompletes. Have an entire paper to write. I'm scared but I'm gonna get it done, yes I am! It may suck but I'll be damned if I'm gonna ask for an extension. I just want this shit over and done with! You can do it Carla, you can do it. Just remember to breathe.
ciao