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morrigirlGod I have been so overly sensitive ever since I got sick. There has been too much crying. It takes so little to piss me off or get me sad.
Take tonight for example, I was walking home and Marc was walking towards me. Our eyes met straight on. The boy did not even acknowledge me. Did not say hello, just averted his eyes and started singing to himself!
Its been 5 god damm months! Not to mention that he is the one who broke up with me. He said he didn't want to be my friend. Fine, he's an ass, no big loss. But I expect some moticum of civility! It is very sophomoric to ignore someone for the sake of ignoring them, I know I used to do it all the time. But the fact that if I walk into a room he will walk out, or if I'm walking down a hall he'll turn around, obviously means he still feels uncomfortable for some ungodly reason! Which makes no sense seeing as he was the one who did the breaking up, and the one who put an end to our friendship, logically he should be the one in control. I should be running from him. But I'm not about to let his presence drive me out of places I want to be. If the very fact that I EXIST is whats bothering him he really needs to grow up!
Okay, I'm done.
Carla
Take tonight for example, I was walking home and Marc was walking towards me. Our eyes met straight on. The boy did not even acknowledge me. Did not say hello, just averted his eyes and started singing to himself!
Its been 5 god damm months! Not to mention that he is the one who broke up with me. He said he didn't want to be my friend. Fine, he's an ass, no big loss. But I expect some moticum of civility! It is very sophomoric to ignore someone for the sake of ignoring them, I know I used to do it all the time. But the fact that if I walk into a room he will walk out, or if I'm walking down a hall he'll turn around, obviously means he still feels uncomfortable for some ungodly reason! Which makes no sense seeing as he was the one who did the breaking up, and the one who put an end to our friendship, logically he should be the one in control. I should be running from him. But I'm not about to let his presence drive me out of places I want to be. If the very fact that I EXIST is whats bothering him he really needs to grow up!
Okay, I'm done.
Carla
