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Total Eclipse of the Heart
Mar. 14th, 2004 05:04 amNights are long and Lonely. Just like the work day. Days are running into one another, there's nothing to distinguish one from the next. All the same. I slept all evening, and I'm grateful. If I hadn't I would have just been alone on the internet wondering where everyone I like was off doing.
I'm thinking it's time for something, I just don't know what. Time to grow up? get serious? get busy? get over it? move on? move out? move up? I don't know. I want out of this. I want out of the nothingness. Wish I knew a way. I need a path. Theoretically I have one, but it requires patience, and the Lonely is coming up so quick I'm not sure patience is a virtue I can afford.
I want to tell everyone my secrets and have them help me. I want someone to have an answer. I think we all deserve answers particularly when the night sets in.
I'm thinking it's time for something, I just don't know what. Time to grow up? get serious? get busy? get over it? move on? move out? move up? I don't know. I want out of this. I want out of the nothingness. Wish I knew a way. I need a path. Theoretically I have one, but it requires patience, and the Lonely is coming up so quick I'm not sure patience is a virtue I can afford.
I want to tell everyone my secrets and have them help me. I want someone to have an answer. I think we all deserve answers particularly when the night sets in.
