A Quiz will Relax me

YOU ARE A SUNRISE!

You are a sight to behold indeed. Beautiful,
delicate and bright, you inspire everyone
around you. You are often extremely optimistic
and see everything as a new beginning - a new
chance at life. Your happiness is contagious -
people cheer up just being around you.
However... you have a dark side too. You are
prone to bouts of depression. Just as the sun
goes down every day, so your mood can swing
from the brightest of brights to the darkest
nights and deep depression. You need to learn
to hold onto the light and the happiness that
you feel and hold off the sadness that creeps
up on you. If you can do this, there will be no
limit to what you can do!

What Symbol of GOODNESS are you?
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Not So Spiffy

I went underwear shopping today. Bought four bras and six pairs of panties. Also went to Tower and got The Darkness single "I believe in a Thing Called Love," and "Daisies of the Galaxy," by the Eels.

Mike and Danielle came over this evening and we had another little CD burning party. I burned "Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie" by Alanis, "London Calling," by The Clash, and "Celebrity Skin," by Hole.

I'm tired, and feeling rather out of tune. I have a headache. Tomorrow I have my date with Carlos. Still dunno where we're going. Not looking forward to it in the least. Nor do I want to go to work tomorrow but that's nothing new.

Jonathan Brandis killed himself last night. He was 27 years old. He was one of my very first hardcore crushes. Fell in love with him when I was eleven after seeing the "It" mini series. I was crushing on him before anyone else knew who he was, and because he wasn't very well known I remember trying to keep it a secret. Thought my friends would think I was nuts for liking someone who wasn't really famous. Jon is the first of my many junior high loves to have died. I feel very weird about this, even if I do understand the idea of not wanting to live anymore.

Why does everyone keep dying?

Don't answer that.