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Thoughtless
Nov. 18th, 2003 07:04 pmI have come to the conclusion that I think too much. I ponder, plan, and analyze everything and rather than lead me to a deeper understanding of myself, it just makes me worry and freak out over nothing. So I've decided the solution to all my problems is to stop thinking. That's what I've vowed to do and so far it's working.
For instance: last night Carlos called me at work yet again, and asked me to write him a note today letting him know when I want to go out. Now normally I would have gotten all trippy and been like "Jesus Christ what is this dude's obsession with passing notes? I thought we were 24, not 12." But instead I just took it at face value, didn't analyze it, just wrote the note and gave it to him when I came in this afternoon. Not long after he came up to the library and asked, "How about Saturday? After you get off work?" I said sure, and voila, the date was set. No thinking, no pondering, just doing and accepting.
A breif list of things that are making me happy:
1) This week on Angel we get the entire Angel-Drusilla-Spike back story
2)Jennifer keeps telling me what pretty skin I have.
3) Joo nearly died of joy today when I told her my sister works at Blue Sky. Apparently she's a graphic design major, is finishing up her graduate degree, and praying she may be able to land a job at Blue Sky. Told her I'd try to get my sister to come visit one of these days.
4) Tony's girlfriend doesn't know my name, so she just calls me Buffy :-D
That is all. For now.
For instance: last night Carlos called me at work yet again, and asked me to write him a note today letting him know when I want to go out. Now normally I would have gotten all trippy and been like "Jesus Christ what is this dude's obsession with passing notes? I thought we were 24, not 12." But instead I just took it at face value, didn't analyze it, just wrote the note and gave it to him when I came in this afternoon. Not long after he came up to the library and asked, "How about Saturday? After you get off work?" I said sure, and voila, the date was set. No thinking, no pondering, just doing and accepting.
A breif list of things that are making me happy:
1) This week on Angel we get the entire Angel-Drusilla-Spike back story
2)Jennifer keeps telling me what pretty skin I have.
3) Joo nearly died of joy today when I told her my sister works at Blue Sky. Apparently she's a graphic design major, is finishing up her graduate degree, and praying she may be able to land a job at Blue Sky. Told her I'd try to get my sister to come visit one of these days.
4) Tony's girlfriend doesn't know my name, so she just calls me Buffy :-D
That is all. For now.
