Any Takers?

You should be dating a Gemini
21 May - 20 June
This mate is inquisitive, entertaining and
charming, liberal, broad-minded and youthful.
Though Gemini has a tendency to be impatient,
gossipy and sometimes irritable, this twin has
the ability to expresses his or her pent up
emotions during sex!


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Alive - SCN

Yeah, fine, I'm alive. And before I write anything else I'd just like to say that this is the dumbest looking emoticon of the lot. C'mon SCN, you could have done better!!!

Anyhoo, I could say that nothing has been going on but that would be a big fat lie. Truth is there is TONS of stuff going on, at least on an emotional level, and I've been writing all about it in my livejournal. It feels safer to write really revealing things out there simply because all my freinds are on LJ and I feel comfortable sharing personal things with them. I mean, I'd be telling all of them the gory details individually so rather than repeat myself six billion times, I can make one post and hit six billion birds with one stone.

Haven't wanted to write out here. Mainly cause I dunno who's reading it anymore. Dunno if my Mom is still reading it. I know none of my real life freinds do since the vast majority have made the move to LJ.

I just have nothing to say to the SCN audience at the moment. Maybe later.

The Road to PMS

So I've figured it out. I've figured out why I've been an emotional wreck for the last five days or so.

1) I have been forgetting to take my Zoloft. Not smart. Or maybe it is smart with all the awful things i've been reading about SSRI's. *shrugs* I'm trying to remember to start taking it again. Everyone knows it's just plain ole dumb to cut off anti-depressants cold turkey. You need to gradually go off them

2) I'm totally PMSing. Have been having evil gut splitting cramps for days now. Don't know why I didn't figure out the cause earlier! Took a look at my calendar and saw that I completely skipped last month so my body is all fucking backed up and hormonal now. I'm in much pain. Keep praying for the blood to hurry up and come already. Then my uturus can relax again.

Random Things:

Saw Pirates of the Caribbean. Very good film.

Bought the soundtrack. Very good music.

Have moved into the recovery portion of my tear triggering self-help book so maybe I'll stop crying every two paragraphs.

Called Josh today. We're gonna do something on Saturday.

If I don't get my new computer hooked up soon I'm going to murder someone.

My Mom is still insane.