Just Shoot Me

Somebody should just shoot me now.

Please.
just.
shoot.
me.
now.

I feel like three week old shit. My sinuses are throbbing because there is way more snot deposited in them then my nasal passages are capable of holding. My mouth is dry, my skin is dry, yet I continue to sweat like crazy. Theres not one ounce of energy left in my body, yet I can't seem to sleep. I'm dizzy. I can't decide if this is a cold or a sinus infection. I really don't wanna go to the doctor cause all he'll do is give me antibiotics which will in turn give me a yeast infection and thats the last thing I need right now.

I swear i just want to die. It's a good night to die actually. It's icy cold, the air is dry, it's a great night to go sit under a tree and freeze to death. There is this untangible Poe quality in the air tonight.

Maybe my sinuses will get so stuffed up during the night that I'll suffocate. Or maybe I'll choke on my own snot. One way or the other I really don't want to get up at 8 AM and go do my final Proof showing :-p

Highlights

It's strep.

Went to prompt care this morning where Dr. J was of course on call. As per usual he copped a nice feel while checking me out and I was too dazed to give a shit.

Threw up while in the doctor's office, that was nice.

Got some antibiotics, some robutussin, some tylynol. Liz is letting Yaritza and i hold off our scene showing until Monday.

And I am cntagious for the next 48 hours and have been advised not to leave my house.

No Problem.