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Primal Scream
Aug. 30th, 2002 04:24 amThings I Can't do to or for Kirk:
1)Save him
2)Change him
3)Make him "like" me.
4)Kill him
GOD DAMN IT, I'M SO FUCKING ANGRY AT HIM!!!!!! I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT, I'M SPITTING NAILS, AND A MYRIAD OF OTHER CLICHES!!!!! I WISH I COULD TELL HIM HOW BLAZINGLY ANGRY I AM AT HIM! FOR BEING SELFISH ENOUGH TO WANT TO DIE, FOR BEING UNRELIABLE, FOR NOT BEING CAPABLE OF BECOMING THE LOVER I WANT RIGHT NOW, FOR NOT CALLING ME OR LETTING ME KNOW HOW HE IS DOING, FOR LETTING ME WORRY ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME, FOR NOT CARING ENOUGH JUST TO LET ME KNOW HE'S ALIVE, FOR LAUGHING OFF ALL THE DESTRUCTIVE THINGS HE DOES TO HIMSELF. I COULD GO ON.
But I won't.
1)Save him
2)Change him
3)Make him "like" me.
4)Kill him
GOD DAMN IT, I'M SO FUCKING ANGRY AT HIM!!!!!! I CAN'T SEE STRAIGHT, I'M SPITTING NAILS, AND A MYRIAD OF OTHER CLICHES!!!!! I WISH I COULD TELL HIM HOW BLAZINGLY ANGRY I AM AT HIM! FOR BEING SELFISH ENOUGH TO WANT TO DIE, FOR BEING UNRELIABLE, FOR NOT BEING CAPABLE OF BECOMING THE LOVER I WANT RIGHT NOW, FOR NOT CALLING ME OR LETTING ME KNOW HOW HE IS DOING, FOR LETTING ME WORRY ABOUT HIM ALL THE TIME, FOR NOT CARING ENOUGH JUST TO LET ME KNOW HE'S ALIVE, FOR LAUGHING OFF ALL THE DESTRUCTIVE THINGS HE DOES TO HIMSELF. I COULD GO ON.
But I won't.
