Irritated

[morrigirl]

I hate my friends list. Rather I hate everyone on my friends list who is currently happy. Since I'm at the point where I can't feel happy for anyone anymore, everytime something good happens to someone on my friends list, all I feel is disgust. I'm just infuruated that everyone is suddenly coming across the one thing I want more than anything...LOVE!!! Within the course of what I swear was only one week, over half of my friends suddenly acquired significant others. And I being the sour girl that I am, am now very hurt and jealous. I'm pissed that I can't get what they seem to grab onto so easily. I've actually stopped reading my friends list because I'm tired of hearing how blissfully happy everyone is, just makes me feel worse. Call me selfish, call me childish, I really don't give a fuck. I feel what I feel, and it fucking sucks.

Comments

[satinalien.livejournal.com]

If it's any consolation, I'm single now.

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

What?! When did that happen?

[nabuchodonosor.livejournal.com]

Myep. I'm single, too.

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

That's only cause Reid is silly. Go date Salyards instead.

[nabuchodonosor.livejournal.com]

No, no. He isn't silly. It just didn't last.

As for that one, well, no. Long story.

[lil-soleil.livejournal.com]

*hugs*
I passsed out from smoke inhalation today.

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

How did that happen?! :-o

Not happy....

[afraidofliving.livejournal.com]

I understand where you're coming from, but my depression hasn't suddenly vanished just because I've met someone. In fact, this is hard and knowing my track record, I'll probably get hurt and I'll end up even further down the pit than I was before.

If you want to take me off your friends' list, I won't be offended. I write what I feel at the time....it's not mean to hurt anyone.

Re: Not happy....

[morrigirl.livejournal.com]

I'm not gonna take you off my friends list. Like I said, I'm not even reading my friends list anymore.