morrigirl: (NotSane)
morrigirl ([personal profile] morrigirl) wrote2003-10-24 12:23 am

This is getting stupid

Every night this week I've sat at this computer and cried. And cried. And cried. I've said it before but I'll say it again in case anyone missed it the first time: I'm so sick of crying all the time. Here's some more things I'm sick of...

Taking life so personally.

Beating myself up for making minor mistakes.

Being scared of everything.

There's more, but my thoughts are so jammed up right now I can't think of them.

I wish I had someone to crawl into bed and just cuddle with. I want someone to stroke my hair and show me the kind of compassion I seem incapable of showing myself.